26 March, 2009

i wan

you..
















u..










i wan U..
BADLY..









yes... is u..
U over there












U



i count my salary..
total days of my part time working
monthly sunday working..
everything..

might have abt 1900.

since yesterday get to know de price of PSP
n de newz of jz till stock end
i feel lik buying

i told my mom jz now
she was like...
what for?



*quiet*
den i continue faint on sofa..



haiz..
i wanz him..
my mind is now full of u

25 March, 2009

Date.25Mar09_II

muahaha
i skip my work today
nt really tat free coz..

1.Im goin out
2.help friend edit song

ekhem..
goin out wit a friend, which is my papa XD
he promised to gib me my bday present since last yr
*anywayz.. he forget d*
also souvenir he bought from H.K n Melbourne, last yr
and i hab to gib him de Premiere pro cd which he wan it BADLY

9.35am, wake up
9.45am, vomit.. de yellow water, dunno y

XD i m nt drivin to de place coz some1 is fetchin me
*happy* i dun need to drive~
10.30am
we went to 1u>ts>sg.wang>lowyatt
*though we might hang in 1u only bt end up, we go kl*

1u: breakfast+lunch, his girl's necklace, survey of psp price
*thankz for d zanmai =D*
time square
: for parking usage only
sg.wang: my new specs, survey of psp price, tea time, starbucks
*thankz for d patient waitin me*
lowyatt: survey of psp price


3.30pm, reach home.
*thankz for d fetching*
online until 6.00pm
6.20pm, dart out, fetch d friend

7.00pm, studio
was editin de song.. done by some DJ(lousy)
which is jz cut n paste several song..
need to help her to edit to bcom smoother
editing.. nt really tat hard nah..
thanks to video class, i m now get used(?) wit audition
de malay dance teacher praise me, i meng-smooth-kan dem nice
n friend r ok with it *happy*


8.40pm mission complete
den work as her partner to rehersal(?) steps

9.30pm pack n go home

9.40pm ...CAR, cant start ;__;
call mom, bro n friend
bt bro was eating, so hav to wait
den call to friend which study abt car
bla bla bla
suddenly~ a malay fella come towards n ask wad happen
de car is now can b start
*terima kasih malay uncle from toyota*

problem: bcoz de P.. wasnt hit enough.. abit touchin R
*arcording to de friend*
-__- hell.. i though my car battery die
*sorry gor, i bring u trouble*
*sorry mom, i make u worry*
*
thankz guys, tat nt letting me alone*

10.15pm, send friend home
10.35pm, reach home. i speed

11.15pm, dinner
12.5oam, Good night.

oh.. de meaning of date, is jz a date, d tarikh
XD i m so not creative on title.. so...

Date.25Mar09






24 March, 2009

SunDay_LunaBar

tis is actualy 15.mar.09 post
XD well~ i m jz lazy so.. ekhem hem..
n is not takin using my babycam
itz my baby phone, lousy punya.. so is blur.

tis is actualy jalan alor, kl
there a hokien mee very famous there
is special bcoz is not cook using gas but carbon
i miss de food there.
de bowl, de kettle, de chopstick is abt 30yrz+





it is so nice seeing it XD de chopstick is stil wood!
my grandpa know de boss well, for 40yrz+

here comes another day...
last week, after lunch.. aunt came
when i m goin to nap, mom knock my door..
wake me up n sayz tat she is bringin me to luna Bar, kl

so.. bounce up n get ready to go out
grandma, aunt, uncle, 2couins, me n mom
tis time, i remember to bring my babycam
when we reach is evening, sun r goin to set
after orderin de drinks (i forget de name)
i walkin around n start shooting
n i realize tat.. when i wearin contact lens..
i cant focus,my eyes is blur
;__; so waste..

let de picz speak~
ignore de sequence.. i mix dem..



d menu
cousin-Mun
photo tat spoiled by-MUN












last..











was me. ss in d room


18 March, 2009

selfTorture

been month i dint go to my breakdance class
-__- so.. should get back my training..
den.. 3hour class yesterday
7.00pm till 10.00pm

dinner alone.
although family havin dinner near by studio

XD i prefer tues's teacher(?) Jerry
willing to teach n share a lot
so.. i learn a lot yesterday
bt i forget some of de steps/move ._.

anywayz..
therez bengkak on my shoulder n head now
pain at back, legs and hand
no blue black (temporary)


*my arm look so fat here*

small dots below tat bengkak
is lik.. d... tiny small vein(?) crack d

tis is nt serious as de 1st class i had
i was blue black on knee
whole body pain lik hell


hu...
pay money for self torture
bt i enjoy it
learn new stuff n get myself some excersize

17 March, 2009

Libra girl

天秤座女孩

你眼中的天秤虚荣,喜欢漂亮的东西。真正的天秤,是最自卑的星座,在她的眼中,每一样美丽的东西,对于她,都太遥远,所以,总在不停地完美自己。

你眼中的天秤花心,不用真心。这是对天秤最无辜的指责。真正的天秤,如果天秤没有用真心来说爱你,那么你就是她最好的朋友去关心你,体贴你,是你感错了情。

你眼中的天秤博爱,滥情。真正的天秤,是最孤独的一群,她的愿望不大,就是希望所有的人关心她,永远一起是朋友。而每一个人得到了爱情,总会抛弃友情,天秤就那么悲哀地看着大家远去。但是她只是悲伤朋友的失去,绝对不是滥性。

你眼中的天秤,不爱你却不明说,卑鄙!真正的天秤,是太善良,怕伤害了你。天秤的善良,表现在宁可把自己伤害得体无完肤,也不会说说来,只是努力地忍受着,为你而感动,却无法拒绝你。

你眼中的天秤,不懂真正的爱情,轻浮!真正的天秤,是不会轻易说出爱,最多会说喜欢。在怕麻烦的天秤来说,的负担太沉重,她一个人承担不起。如果是真正地爱上一个人。天秤要用一句话来说,就是:宁为万人死,独为一人活。就是万人要她去死,为了众人的幸福,天秤是话不多说地选择死亡的。而只要那个她最爱的人,要她活下去,一句话,她也会有冷眼对天下而活的豪气!宁可与天下相对而不惜的决然!

你眼中的天秤,反复无常。真正的天秤,是一开始就想把事情做到最好,得到你的赞扬。而一旦累了,她想休息一下,只为了下一个阶段,为你做得更好。结果却换来你的指责,然后她会在打击中,慢慢地变得没有了动力,更反复无常。其实你只要在她累的时候,一句赞扬,就可以使她为你,做得更好。

你眼中的天秤,犹豫不决,让人生气。真正的天秤,她的愿望甚至是说很可爱。她只是希望,她把事情做到最好,得到大家的赞扬。但是每次都错过了,事情错过时机做好时,事情就被天秤搅得一团糟。其实这时候的天秤是最无助的,她很努力,只不过想换得,大家的一句称赞。

你眼中的天秤,中庸,和事佬一个。真正的天秤,其实是在表达自己了,只是你没有听到,天秤真正的心声。在讨论中,她喜欢采纳每个人的意见,做个综合。其实她满心欢喜,只等着大家给予她一个赞叹,但是换来的,很可能是一句讽刺,原因无他,在别人眼中,天秤是个意见的小偷。但是,天秤只是太自卑,太孤单了。

天秤欣赏火象星座的率性,风象星座的自由,地象星座的稳重,水象星座的聪慧,在她看来,每一个人都是完美的,而自己却是最中庸没有用的。但是,没有关系,只要有朋友一句赞美,天秤就可以勇敢地走下去。

如果你的身边,有一个天秤的朋友,一定要信赖她。因为她可以为你两肋插刀义无反顾。如果你的身边,有一个天秤的情人,一定要爱护她,因为她可以为你体贴呵护非常专一

如果你爱的天秤,没有说爱你。如果你真的爱她,不舍得放手,就对她好,即使她不爱你,也会感动,不忍心伤害你,用对等的体贴来回馈。只要你对她好,她宁可把自己最深的爱,藏在心底两万里,与你相守。

为爱而活的天秤,不是滥情的意思。而是只为一个最爱而活的意思,为一个她爱的人付出所有,同样,也能为一个爱她的人,放弃所有。一句话,就是我所说的:宁为万人死,独为一人活。只是太多理解错误,而天秤成了众人眼中最不值得信赖的人。

其实天秤的每一步,都异常艰难。在别人眼中不值一钱的情义,现代社会里已经没有人相信的情义,天秤的眼中,却仍然是一切。

深夜时,天秤想你了,会忍住孤独,到大清晨才会迫不及待地发信息给你。
深夜时,你发信息给天秤,天秤会撑着瞌睡跟你发信息安慰你。
你有心事的时候,天秤会用你习惯的方式安慰你,即使对她生气,天秤也会微笑着忍耐,她知道你心情不好,不想流泪徒增你的烦恼。在你看来,她是无谓,可是你可否想到,她在你看不到的地方,默默流泪

在你看来,天秤是个容易作茧自缚的家伙,没有一点出息。
可是,你是否有一天会想到,你平时所依赖的天秤,哪一件事,不是天秤想尽千方百计绞尽脑汁,然后,努力做到的事,总是让你最开心?
而最傻的是,除了你以外,她对某一个人都如此尽心尽责。

真正的天秤,是最无私的人,她对每个人尽心,要来的回报都不高。只要你一个微笑,一个谢谢,一个赞扬,都能让她觉得,为你这么做,值得,不管你是她的朋友,或是亲人,甚至爱人。
而天秤最希望自己爱的人,所要的回报甚至更少,只要一句:我爱你,就可以让天秤感动得天昏地暗,为此而记住,一辈子。

也许有点夸大了..
至少大部分是真的

16 March, 2009

Drive, not Drift

When u r driving..
as a driver..
please.. dun speed
especially while passenger is with u

U speed..
U drift..
U bang..

YOU
causes accident.. causes trouble..
cost money, cost life as well

if u dun wan ur family, friends apart with u forever..
PLEASE drive safely..

no matter how slow u r..
u will stil reach ur location.
dun rush, dun race wit life

life will nv come back
NEVER




if u really find die
go ahead
but go alone. dun bring along anyone with U

speeding is not abt coward or brave
n dun let emotion drive u

12 March, 2009

R.I.P

shock.









life, fragile




i m sorry.. i cant do anything...
even de last, de end...

i remember
remember u say u like my drawing..
remember de present u gave me..
remember de day we together..


i will pray, for u..

11 March, 2009

Things

._. lately, i spent alot..
shopping mah.. de-stress also..
*lame excuse*

item list (tat i remember):

21 books of COMIC, 70.00+

1 sony headphone, 78.00

1 wild channer purse, 29.90

crystal, 58.00
*tis is from mom, thankz mom*



total: 200.00+

find die neh..
nvm..
hardworkin den money will come back one..
tis sem break dun go anywhere den i wun spent..
save money.. save money..
although de $ is angpao..
but my bonus, prev month salary..
i stil haven have it nah


09 March, 2009

free?

official sem break d
bt i m back to coll tomoro
for photography, for video

;__; worry for results again. ISH.
video, edit n take to competition n student award.
so.. need some final edit

major elective thingy..
thinkin of it.. n thinkin of.. ekhem.

today.. my alarm ringz at 9+
bt i was faint until 1pm
i m so miss de day i hav no worries n sleep lik a pig

actualy.. tis break i plan to:
`re-write my stories which i stop for couple yrs
let dem hav a ending ba

`sew n continue my handcraft thingy
i hide dem in de corner.. quite a while also

`digital paint
`blog's layout
`wallpaper
`renovate+re-design my room
`clean up my stuff
`dance class
`movie
`dating

n `work for sure - -
i will b staying there for a month


i wonder do i hav strengh to do all of dem ._.
anywayz.. happy holiday =D

03 March, 2009

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