30 April, 2008

Leave

Finally decide n choose de date to hand him photoshop installer
he.. is de only guy i.. emm.. ekhem...
i m having leave today
de leave not only for him but myself too
been workin nonstop since last week even weekend
so.. i would lik to hav a break
wake up around 10.30 morning
drive out at 11 some thing ba..
i though i m goin to b late since i date him at 12
but i made it ahahaha XD
i lost myself a bit when i m in his campus
i wonder he told de location we met was lik i know his campus well
i did came here once wit school tour few yearz ago
and twice came for him...
i.. not really feel right tat waitin alone in strangerz place
feel bit.. uncomfortable while ppl strarin n lookin at me
i wear normal wad..
T_T mayb bcoz de taylor alwayz full wit formal but i m in casual?
keep sms ppl as usual while i m alone, nonstop

5 minz passed...
still very patient

10minz passed...
start worry

15minz passed...
i though i m in de wrong place so i called again..
he is still on his way .__.

after 20minz, finally saw him
haha XD i alwayz choose de direction tat can see him walk through
every time i saw him he is in black..
n today whole black again n style a lil bit his hair
i think i din blush.. but my heart really beat fast every time.. >"<
gave him de installer n.. den we chat a while
den suddenly his friend pass through
he slightly introced him to me.. o..he is one of his groupmate
after his friend answered a call..
he hav to go to met his lecture or friend i think
coz i hav no idea whoz de name he mention
den i walk to my car n head to pyramid for mom

he called when i m on de way
he sayz he might giv me back today n come to my house
and owe me a meal...
o.. can i change it to a date -___-+
ofcoz i din ask for it
i wonder how he is goin to come here
i dun think he hav my add n drive himself..
anywayz.. i guess.. is ok
i giv him a call again while i reach pyramid
n told him no need to rush actually..
temporary i hav no use of it
i hang in pyramid less den 1 hour
reach home n finish my lunch n sms him i m back n a lil wish of luck
den i fall asleep
5pm+ he sms n told me he cant make it today
he is still rushin his project
i replyed n fall asleep in 30secz = =
wake up around 6.30 den hav my dinner
he on msn abt 8 n told me he juz came back from his coll
i was lik.. omg.. he muz b very tired .__.
he only hav 1 week of sem break wit his assignment n project
= =.. i hav more den 1 month.. without any work n my class end early
big diffrence
he off really early... wish him sweet dreamz n sleep tight...
guess he is really tired of whole dayz workin ba...

emm.. i miss him..

28 April, 2008

SunDay'z Date

Been weekz he asked me for de photoshop installer
GLAD i bought it for myself
and he wanted to get from me
>O< he sayz he was goin to his relatives house which around my house area
so he will come over to my place

i m so.. suprized

too bad, i m goin out for a date wit my.. ex durin high school
he late for half n hour since he told me he will reach sharp 6pm
he seemz very excited of bringin me to horror movie
he keep scarin me in de cinema but.. i dun hav any big respond i guess
but de girl sit beside him huhu~
n therez a stupid big fat malay fella shout damn loud when he get scared
and makez de whole cinema laugh, itz funny
den another malay fella beside me keep shakin his leg
ah.. i hate it
i m ok wit tat movie, not really as scared as i though
vietnam folklore n actorz from korea
since he came my house n fetch me ofcoz he sent me home too
i reach home around 11.30
when i on my msn n put my personal msg as juz come back from a date
XD almost every one ask me who is he n etc
erm.. therez a few asked me did i hug him when i get scared
honestly, i did not n not even think abt it
itz over~ for me.. todayz date juz lik replace last time i did not date wit him

anywayz.. i enjoy de date a lot
thankz XD it is nice to b wit him as friend
he is nice cute funny n alwayz make ppl smile

o yea.. my mom saw him n sayz he giv her a high 5 as greeting
coz i told my mom some 1 fetchin me
den she purposely hang around carporch to peek whoz coming
i cant stop laughin for it when i know wad she is doin
she might think too much hahaha XD
but still she dint ask me who is he hehe~

25 April, 2008

wad de hell now?

i hav only 1 elder bro, older den me 4 yrz
we used to b very close, very friend be4 our 1st house moving
after tat we had a lot a lot or argue n fightz
yes, even now n also juz now

beginz of de parkin infront of our house
we nv park our own car in de car porch
we hav our own reason
and de right side neighbour alwayz dun wan to park more aside
he came back juz now abt 8

i was doin my stuff in my room as usual
den he asked me to park probaly nx time
he said de place i park can fit in 2 car
i told him tat neighbour's car was beside juz now, it is not my fault
den he said tat he din saw any car beside when he is back
DEN i explained again
i really dunno wad de heck problem
he asked me to go down stairs n see
den i juz say fine, it is my fault to stop de stupit argument
wad is de point keep telling him de same thing if he dun get me?
i used 2 blame on myself no matter it is right or wrong when things come to me
n i wonder WHY he so fuckin angry n shout said i m always lik tat lik i dun even care
he throw his bag to the floor
truly hope tat his iphone wasnt in de bag

den mom come out from her room and explain for me
i keep quiet keep silence
i m so tired to say a single word
i cant see mom's expresion, but i know she is upset
she went back to her room lesser den 3 mins with my bro conversation

i close my door lighty turn off my musics stare at my laptop monitor -empty-
i really dunno wad de fuck happen between us
izzit his hot temper or my attitude now
y i cant juz hav a better relation wit him juz lik when we were still kid
and alwayz.. we will argue after when i though we improve our relation
some times, can he juz cool himself down a liltle bit when he facing family?

i hold my tears before de door shut
i cried every single time i hav argue wit him
damn.. wad de fuck now

11 April, 2008

Take Over Row N

XD though wanna start work today but.. erm.. i cant tahan de movie invite
it is 3 kingdom another movie tat i wanna watch
so.. i called my boss today n told her i m not on today
den spent half day of reading n online

i went out around 8.45pm
i though de road might b empty but i was wrong
and car park still full around 9.15pm
after park den walk to cinema
be4 cinema XD i found JC n Patrick
den i giv dem a suprize from behind kakaka

there r 12 ticketz wit JC
3 of Nick's friend, Calvin, JC, JC's cousin, Jeremy, Nick, Patrick, Travin, Zhuo yu n Me
de middle seats of row N belongz to us kakaka
we get in bit late n miss a bit of de starting
i quite enjoy de movie effectz
de story is not bad actually
juz dun think about de original story will do
it really a nice 1

if de story could b longer ofcoz it is much better XD

movie end around 11.15pm
dey decided 2nd round n wanna go mamak
well.. i m alwayz de 1 who cannot follow
but i still wait until dey finish discuss, sharp 12am

i m goin home alone
i din drive over 100/km .__. but i reach home in 15minz
quite suprize tat my mom did nt wait me home today
n feel better tat she din wait me in de livin hall
i will feel guilty if she do
n tis is de 1st time i nv get any call or sms while i m out
mayb she start to giv me some free now
i m glad she do =
i dun wan to b in cage forever
ofcoz i will behave myself >w<


model: JC
XD

10 April, 2008

it'z Holiday XD

Finally itz a true sem break after few monthz of study n rushin
but i not really confident to say BYE to perspective
i m worryin.. shit.. i forget de garden r nessecary
other subject i m nt worryin
XD i wanted to hav an A actually
i wonder is tat possible = =?

by de way
i go for movie alone today, tis de 3rd time

1st, 10,000bc, time square
2nd, L change de world, sp
3rd, street king, sp, today

= =" i wonder y i start get used to watch myself again n again
n morning section movie quite.. empty n cheaper
i swift my seat half way
i cant stand tat therez a fucker keep kickin behind
i keep stare at him but he dun seemz to notice me
and therez a row of girlz coming in loud
some 1 sit their place
= =.. dey r quite annoy n noisy.. really
and some 1 talk on de phone loud n long
i wonder tat did he respect de movie?
cant him juz get out n talk as loud as he wan

makez me nt really enjoy de movie
n.. de movie quite boring for me
a lot of shootin n killing n bad wordz
but it is about reality
dark secrets of police, not only america bt every country
power money human's greedy
well.. it is important but nt all of my life

i m goin to work again
N it is nt really related to wad i learn
T__T i.. hav to earn money to pay for my insuranz..
so i wun nt hav much for my extra i guess..
*sign* work till end of tis april will do
den work another sem break

anywayz..
wish every 1 hav a nice n enjoyable holiday ^^






04 April, 2008

Giant in Tesco


XD i went TESCO wit my mom today after our lunch

we walk around n take de stuff
when we r around de sugars place
my mom suddenly found a funny scene


a GIANT packing sugar appears in TESCO
omg XD me n my mom laugh till..
den we take some pics of it
erm.. m i bad .__.?

XD i wonder y it appears?
izzit some 1 purposely or accidenly



ekhem.. de evidence XD