These 2 dayz

T^T some 1 complain me..

yesterday_
i keep terlanggar ppl
kesian szu jin tat walk beside me
lucky when i was home i dint bang car

*touch wood*



O..O today's lunch
i calculate

4.00+4.50=9.50

dun ask me y.. while it should b 8.50
without usin hard calculate

so.. conclusion is..
i xiao le
n too stress le ba...

oh yea.. BYE, September
My bday coming..
O..O i m goin to b alone again le ba

I m Sicked..

headache.. half of de day
feel tired n sleepy half of de day
but i dint get myself some nap
i will get scold of havin too much of nap

i really dun feel lik doin anything today
but i did spent time workin on some projects
at least.. i do some thing

juz now.. i was researchin..
and thinkin of my assignment..
but i lost it.. i lost wad i thinkin juz now
everything abt my assignment

seriously.. it is nt de 1st time
m i too weak of memory or wad?
i cant refresh my mind..
cant get back wad i was thinkin..
it juz a few sec before..


wad happen to me?






so sicked of being sick
i m alwayz de weirdo..

a Dream

O.o oh well.. itz abt yesterday dream
therez a scene i can remember very clearly

i was lookin at de mirror
n my hairstyle change again .__. lolx
bt de reflection of de mirror is not me

= =+

she was...
chubby, round eyes, no specz
and.. she is me.. when i was a kid
while i stil hav long black hair

den i wake up le
i wonder y i dream lik tat
.__. lucky is not me tat cover by blood
den i will scare die = =

so.. juz now scan [money] for my projects
n scan my picz together too haha~

i really hav long hair b4 de.. n i m fair = =+

i wonder.. can i hav tat smile again?

d 1000 visit

i think i put tat counter months ago
durin sem break
though i m goin to renovate my blog
but.. too bad.. i m lazy n due to html code
i.. postpone it
so.. lik tat nu..

de 1000 visitor
da PingPong

*clap handz*

n plz do check my bloggie .__.+
thankz~

Eat This Not That

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g sugars

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I will ki xiao 1 day

4A's in tis sem or i will nt able to study anymore
hav to quit toa n GO TO WORK
if i got 4A's den i can go japan study
i nv dream tat my dad will send me to japan
coz i would lik to send myself rather den him
coz i m not his daughter, yes i m not

seriously his word is killing me,
kill my confident n givin me more presure
i cant breath juz now.. so.. dead

i m a negative person when things happen on me
i feel lik bang wall after mom pass me his word
itz midnight 12am

hu.. n find a few close buddy to speak it out
half cry half chat.. wad de hell
thankz to my blov friendz
T__T i will try to stay strong n get A's

i washed my face,
listenin to SHINee now
i using icy on my eyes,
singin my fav song...
i will roll on my bed
after i done listenin n singin

Dad,
i know i m nt genius.
Although maybe i m not tat talent,
but i have heart i have passion i have study attitude
Please, dun kill me of taking my study away from me.
I know i m not de best, but i tried.
I did tried every time i had my chance.
Please.. dun compare me n Aaroon gor.. we r diff..
i dun need u to send me to japan lik u send him to england..
i juz wan to finish my studies here. den i will go to work
i wish u understand.. juz 1 n half yr more..

i wish he read it too - -
anywayz.. he dunno i own a blog

fly to da moon+stunt double

XD i should post tis earlier actualy
but.. ._. i m.. lazy *sorry*

1st
a fat devil/boy chasing swiss roll
in a world full of dessert n candiez
n therez candie rain *muahaha*
although i nt really eat candy ._.

2nd
alien teritoriez searchin earth/planet
an UFO flyin / floating endless in galaxy
lik findin some thing he dream for
n i ter-sketch it lik digimon T.T

3rd
japan ghost festival
in grave yard night time
de "spirit" fly to de sky
._. soundz lik he wanna go to heaven

4th
actualy i was thinkin a kid is fallin instead of flying
wit umbrella n raining rainbowz cloudz etc
since it is from bottom to top..
so will from of fallin bcom flyin

._. tatz all for digital media

for web design
= = yea i should post earlier too
n consider approve from lecture yesterday

i m a stunt double at age 23.
i was born in china n well knowed bout kung-fu taught by grandpa
learn kung-fu bcoz i was bullied badly by friendz since i was a kid
ambition was actualy action movie star n Bruce Lee my idol

tis is more to background den story n mission
.__. i m stil workin on mission!!
coz de mission is de main part as a stunt double
any crazy mission plz tell me XD


feeling n mood will b clear after mood board done

Friday Night

Picture taken yesterday except for tat childhood

Location: Klang temple

i swear ._. i will use tripod nx time

temple's door

Mooncake festival decoration wit lantern

blurry

tis.. done by today

to every 1, be happy n smile alwayz :)
._. i dunno y.. but.. it popz out while i doin figure

Tag_II

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.

These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.



Tagged by JiaLin


1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
.__. i probaly wil do de same thing to him n break up la ofcoz
-revenge-


2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
DREAMZ COME TRUE nia. so every dreamz will come true


3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
bad guy's butt


4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Pay all de dept. donationz. buy a banglo + hire a maid for my grandparentz n parentz. save in bank. investment. business. ETC. i m greedy


5. Will you u fall in love with your best friend?
._.? how do i know while it nt happen yet XD


6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
bein luv ._. for sure


7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
as long as i can as long as i luv him as long as it worth


8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
no more if ._. it happened. so~ i wish him gaogao lo XD haha


9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
ACTOR la ofcoz ._.++


10. Will you invite for Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
probaly yes.. but.. therez.. a bit.. ekhem.. lot?


11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
world best designer ._. n my own company ._. *dream it!*


12. What's your fear?
curently.. losing my chance of study in toa


13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
she is cute.friendly.kind.girl n she luv to smile :)


14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
single n rich ._. but i will b married n rich *buahaha*


15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
turn off my alarm n stare at de alarm pic tat i set


16. Would you give all in a relationship?
yea.. if i m truly in luv wit tat guy


17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
XD who n who neh?


18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
dependz on wad n who .__.+


19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
when de moodz come wit a good partner, relationship
when gettin tired in relationship wit wrong ppl, single


20.List 6 people to tag
._. pick in list randomly..
1. SheShou ._. tart
2. Tracy ._.+
3. Fanny
4. Kellie
5. Lock * time for update d*
6. Papa ._. u r in

Influnced

Today's DesignMediaII-E1 topic
as de title, itz abt wad had influnced us

1st which pop up from my mind is
MONEY
which related to wad happen on my family recently
XD i m stil ok while i discuss in a group

but i m not ok while i share in class
i cried *wad de hell*
sob wit talkin n tearz roll down
voice change.. i hate tat voice
i guess mine is de shortest desciption
ah.. de main msg is..
spent smart
dun waste money
dun simply buy thing

figure-ing media n art style
some sketches too.. probaly..
n yesterday's fly me to de moon

StuntDouble

itz my webbie design title
ekhem~ as a stunt double is-
dangerous ._.+ but exciting~
i alwayz though dey r awesome
dey r cool n been well train
n most of their "workz" is a new challenge
challenge of demself n ther limits

oh yea.. i done my mindmap too
*although i m doin wit webcam n chatin*




some few keywordz will b choose later
before i go to bed.. few sketches too
thankz to today's traffic jam
stuckin on de road, idea popz up
._. showin it to lec nx week



title mah... stil enhancin n thinkin

web feelingz.. probaly will b cool n greyscale
XD or mayb i can play it colourful too? if suitz

其实..

我 一点都不坚强
外表可以伪装 心也可以假装


其实我很爱哭
讨厌哭后的自己，很丑
即使很明白
哭了也不会有任何改变
却不能控制
眼泪更是不听话的狂掉


老天哭了 至少雨过天晴
人类哭了 烦恼依然存在




哭，过了
心，痛了
人，累了



我还剩什么
还拥有什么
要求的资格
我是否还有





世界不是末日
还有很多比我还悲惨
只是此时此刻
我需要时间消化一切
让我好好想想
我该怎么办才是最好

Bad Newz

Mayb.. .















de coming semester will b..

my last sem in TOA













if my result is bad..





dad.. did nt statisfied my result
1A 3B 1C 1D forget de + n -

he said it is bad.. itz BAD...











i cannot forgiv myself
if i [fail].. or get a [bad] result

n tatz y.. i m panic..
wit my perspective result
during my 1st yr 3rd sem













i wil try nt to think bout it..

















FOCUS.. focus.. focus...



















anywayz.. i dun wanna go SEGI..
no.. n never.. please...

Fine?

will b fine..
i told myself...



wake up early morning at 8.15
teman mom go shah alam
to check n confirm...



seriously..
i hate gouvement thingy
we run for 3 places.. in shah alam
diff places for diff matters
den we go back at lunch time
lunch at home



dart to KL.. at bout 2 pm to lawyet firm
a place tat both of us nt sure where is it
itz heavy rain today..
when we reach home.. itz bout 6pm


de lawyer told us tat he will try to help
further stuff he will try to let us know on mon
so.. waitin now


n.. my dad.. i mean de 1 who born me
he kena sue by de bank too
n went to shah alam earlier den us
bout.. 3 weekz ago


so.. lik tat lu..


wishin..





every thing will b fine





right...?

keep
repeatin to myself

Bankruptcy

it happen on my family

wad can i do?



nothing... totaly nth..




except.. being mean n thrifty








although he born me..





should i hate him?
of leavin us behind
he left nth.. but de dept...
tat cost a house...






can i stand..?
can i continue my study in toa?
should i think about..
work or shift to another cheaper coll?







i dunno...








i m so.. helpless...
please... tell me wad can i do...