Potrait

Yesterday night

class late, came back late

i skip my sketches coz i finish be4 de day i should show

it for design method class

hav to think for our poster slogan

emm.. i dun think mine r slogan

it more to.. text or sumthing for me

anywayz.. it is nt related to wad i m doin now

lec ask me to change n develop more now

but i still feel lik postin it here

n it been a while i dint write some thing lik tis

n mayb i write better in chinese..

#1 inlove.key n lock

u are de lock
i am de key

u hold me

u hold de key

i m de key to ur heart

#2 engage.ring

never let go

never give up
u promised me

u will complete my life

#3 wedding.stage

life was lik a drama

we r de actor actress

i cant end my drama

while i m not wit u

the one tat i need to develop now is.. trees

trees in luv

hav to redo asap n show lec

n hav to done 2 poster be4 nx fri

no more 8hour sleep 6hour online 3hour gaming 2hour nap

ah.. back to de main title

so i m bit free n i on my photoshop for fun

n playin wit my tablet

den i wanted to draw some thing

since i fail my CG =__=

actualy it more lik tracing

coz i m "tracing" de ori pic XD

tricky?

n i simplify d nt details as my foundation yr

mayb i will try wit colour nx time

o.. i upload to my d.a

my da acc nt famous at all XD i m nt an active member

ah.. my mouse n cheese cant upload

adobe flash in my pc n it is in my bro's room now

so.. mayb nx time while pc back to family hall

n.. tis de few i "sketch"

Juz ignore who is he..

she look prettier den de real ppl.. trust me

o yea.. there should another 1..

but.. i m nt goin to upload anywhere

coz i m keepin it

personally privatly secretly :)

小人缠身

i would lik to use chinese in tis post
since therez a few point cant translate into eng XD

话说每逢假期都会去打工
可是最近比较倒霉 也都没有亲身去拜拜
就刚好遇到比较有空的时间 就跟家人一起去

卫赛前一天 妈 婆婆 跟 阿姨 打算弄糕点然后派人
晚饭过后才开始动手
他们真的很忙 =__= 然后哥的女朋友也有帮
基本上在家的女性都有在忙弄糕点 我除外
我在最后的后面出现了1个多小时吧 洗东西之类的
然后哥的女朋友平日十指不沾阳春水 最后弄到很开心+很上瘾
搞了4~5个小时 半夜2点多弄好 整理好收拾 半夜3点左右
睡了3个小时就起来了 本是打算7点多得出门 结果还是7点半

到了庙 没什么人 就拿牌子等问神
前4 个号码都我们家人拿了 第一次遇到没什么人的时候
由于神庙刚搬新地方 所以有放生仪式
我家人定了72只鸽子 =__= 我4姨抓了一只给我放
可是我抓不稳 它要飞的时候我却抓著了它的尾巴
我觉得.. 应该会痛吧.. 可是别人还没放我先松手就很奇怪咩
其实有怕它咬我 = = 它一直东张西望 别人的都乖乖的
后来大人物放 我就放它飞 可是它却飞回关它的笼子上面
之后还有一只停在我表弟肩膀 不要下来 可能把他当成树
之后就有拜拜 跟香 聊天 走走 吃吃

11点才开始问神 家人的事我就skip了
我问自身 然后出门不顺
之后神的回答是.. 我运气没事 就是小人多
无论我做的事情是对是错 就是后面会被人家捅很多刀
小人嘛.. 我是知道的 被别人捅背后嘛 其实也是知道的
只是我都装不知道 可是被说出来的时候
还是掉泪了... 委屈吧 毕竟这些事情都是自己知道自己吞
之后有帮我把脉 说我有胃痛 最近是比较严重一点
事情就这样 没遇到什么肮脏的东西
只是 小人 比较多 是非 比较多

也许有点迷信 可是当一个人运气背到要命的时候
就会开始相信 相信也不会有什么大碍
我找的又不是神棍 =__=

HeLL's Life

i wonder y these 3 monthz bad things happen on me
anywayz.. therez a few again for these day
i m not goin to mention anymore
it is SOOO damn.. ARGH!! WDF?

GooD NeWz

Finally i told my bro i fail my pp yesterday
it is so hard to tell.. n i lost my purse yesterday
i was lik.. wad de fuck again.. damn bad luck
but luckily tis time therez few friend accompany me
thankz a lot buddy
XD too many namez.. i scare i will left some 1 out..
so.. en.. those know will know XD
ekhem.. de purse thing... juz forget abt it
nth much inside but my ic licence jcard pcard extremcard
no atm no credit card n got 30bugz+ ba i think

so.. therez 1 thing i wan to mention is
de one who get my purse without returin me
he will only can hav 30bugz, therez no 300 no 3000 no 30000
he/she will nv ever hav more den 30bugz
so return to me asap incase u saw a pink old kitty purse in sunway kimgary about 3.45pm
i will hold my curse

ok.. den my bro plan to accompany me to coll to check again
1st, suggestion from his gf
2nd, call from my aunt whom i told last night
3rd, i wonder y i agree when my bro's gf suggest

but i feel wrong when i reach home
den discuss wit a few buddy again
i m not a kid anymore not necesay to involve family member le ba
den i told my bro tis morning is ok.. i might go myself tomoro or sat
coz i quite tired of goin out for 2 day of havin bad luck n bad newz
but he said juz go ba.. omg.. i dunno wad he is planin
it afraid me a lot..!!
den i called toa again for lec
he is not around AGAIN
i though it is a chance to hold my bro nt going wit me
but i failed = = he say juz go
ah.. kill me la.. i dunno wad should i do d
luckily wait till her gf reach only go
den itz 1.46pm therez a call from toa
i answer den is my lec
he told me tatz some mistaken on my markz
i m suppose to PASS!!

OH YES!

i ask again, sure? comfirm?
he say yes n he will inform sra soon
WAKAKAKAKA
i say thank Q n forget to scold = =+
i not really remember did he told me tat sra will call me?
so i feel lik.. will he called me again n tell me
sorry, u fail.. *CHOI*
i guess... i think..
it wun happen ba?
oh yea... i shout loud after hung up
huhu~ damn happy damn shock
ah.. i m not a failure... i m not de only alien who fail
haha.. thankz again to a lot a lot ppl
escpecially also got many =3
so i would lik to keep dem in my heart >w<

1 more thing
n i quite suprized my ddmm lec still viewin our blog even though class end
n thankz for ur comment
i m fine d >w<
i m goin to visit u on sat in mv ahahaha

so.. tatz all for today XD
i will goin to hav a sweet dreamz later
haha~ hehe~ hihi~ hoho~ huhu~

FAILURE

Morning 4am wake up den fetch my family to airport
den.. i feel uncomfortable while my bro drove home
my heart beatz abnormal i though it juz bcoz of de speed he drove
den went back to bed for a while

out at 11am, goin to coll check resultz n timetable
still.. a bit bad feelingz.. n din realize it is my nightmare beginz
i reach n park in pyramid as usual den walk toward toa
i din check de result 1st but timetable, saw some 1 i know
den go to de staircase tat full wit.. resultz
i find my class.. n saw therez 2 row of black.. n..
saw therez my index number which is .. black..

i m freezed

double check..

triple check..

it is my index number.. it is.. my..
i called my friend for suggestion.. still calmly.. den.. head to sra..
sra hand me a paper n ask me go class a1 a2 n check
it is.. empty.. i feel lik i m alien n also a failure
i walk to de mm counter..
n i hav de worst answer i expect-
i only can take 4 subject nx sem n i only can hav 3 subject wit my curent classmate
i was lik.. omg.. which meanz i will nv ever graduate wit my foundation friend same time

EMPTY i m empty

i ask for my other sub resultz.. B for ddmm n culture, C for visual
i called a few ppl again.. den a lot suggest me to find lec for begging
yea.. i should giv it a try no matter wad now..
den go call for lec but de office said he is out n back around 2pm
n i hav to wait 2 more hourz.. hangin around doin nth
when i m still in pyramid hangin around doin nth
i saw kevin den walk toward toa den met patrick zermi n nick
dey knew i fail d.. n tearz wanted to roll d
chat a while den i wanted to call lec again
n this time i been told tat he went for lunch d back at 3pm

ok.. fine.. i wait.. den join dem of sittin ming tien starin ppl eat
after their lunch den hang in gallery..
3pm reach den called again... but no one picked up de phone
i walked back to gallery n ask kevin borrow me his student id
i lost mine.. dunno when.. cant find..
finally i saw my lec
i talk to him.. n ask him.. den he say he need a while to check
ok... he went back his office n check..
i waited.. n keep thinkin.. i cant stand it anymore..
n tears drop d.. it nv listen to me..
he took a while.. quite long.. n i m alone.. i m nt de tough 1
when he showz up.. he said my markz too low
low until cant proceed to otp

i was lik.. wad de.. fuck?

den i ask izzit i hav to waste another 3 monthz juz for prespective
n.. yes.. i muz.. n stupid tearz keep fallin
i dun feel lik i can talk.. den i juz say fine n walk.. away
return de id to kevin without stop walkin
i think i really scared him when he saw me black n red?
bad mood n cryin

i try to walk as fast as i can to my car n drove back
on de way back.. i cried loud.. n.. i dun think i drive safety..
i dint went back home 1st.. i went to my workin place
which my "kai ma" shop..
she saw my eyez red she though wad happen.. den i said i fail
n therez an uncle salez man wit her.. lucky i knew him long time d
i cry again there, in de shop.. in front of dem..
n very lucky tatz not de busiest time
den... i get consolation.. n advise from both..

actually i know i cant blame my lec.. problem might bcoz of me
but he dun want to tell me wad i had wrong
he juz keep tellin my final problem
i go to go at 5.. hav to cook for myself.. n take care of my dogz housework..

i m still fine when i m busy wit stuff
after my dinner n went back to my room
i cant control myself n.. cried again
my bro's gf knock de door for help at 1st..
when she saw i m cryin she damn shock
coz i look totally FINE when i m downstairz
emm.. den she bring me her hamster to comfort me i guess
n i nearly dissapointed my friend tat had date me tomoro for skatin
promise for bout 2 month d.. sorry guyz..

n i terscared a few best friend.. ahaha.. i cried on de phone
sorry.. n thankz to those who comform me..
i feel better now.. i think i can handle it..
juz.. still a lil bit cant belive n accept de fade yet..
juz a lil while longer will do..