finding.

findin myself a reason to cry
findin myself a place to hide
findin myself a way to go
findin myself an excuse...for every thing



i smile, nt bcoz i wan to
i laugh, nt bcoz it is funny
CRY? tears not even rollin
what i wan now?
i dunno.

what he wans?
i dunno.
what is he doin?
i dunno.
what is in his mind?
i dunno.
what is he hidin away from me?
i dunno.
why is he actin tat way?
i dunno.
who m i to him?
i dunno.

n tis is wad ppl call 犯贱

*repeatin
i stay in love, mariah carey
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=) i wanna go club tis fri, badly.
i wonder is tis time my mom allow?

MAD

Oh oh oh, oh oh oh...
Oh oh oh...

[Verse 1]
She's starin' at me,
I'm sittin', wonderin' what she's thinkin'.
Mmmmm
Nobody's talkin',
'Cause talkin' just turns into screamin'.
Ohhh...
And now is I'm yellin' over her,
She's yellin' over me.
All that that means
Is neither of us is listening,
(And what's even worse).
That we don't even remember why were fighting.

So both of us are Mad for...

[Hook]
Nothin'
(Fighting for).
Nothin'
(Crying for).
Nothin'
(Whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(No not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

[Chorus]
Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

[Verse 2]
And it gets me upset, girl
When you're constantly accusing.
(Askin' questions like you've already known).
We're fighting this war, baby
When both of us are losing.
(This ain't the way that love is supposed to go).

Whoaaaaaaaaa...
(What happened to workin' it out).
We've falled into this place
Where you ain't backin' down
And I ain't backin' down.

So what the hell do we do now...
It's all for...

*repeat* [Hook]
*repeat* [Chorus]

[Bridge]
Oh baby this love ain't gonna be perfect,
(Perfect, perfect, oh oh).
And just how good it's gonna be.
We can't fuss and we can't fight
Long as everything alright between us
Before we go to sleep.

Baby, we're gonna be happy.

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

*repeat* [Chorus]
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my yesterday
i dun feel lik listen to crazy kind of love now
reminds me of it.. damn
although is stil my fav song

ki xiao punya blueBlack

i fall from stairs, 4days ago

so embrasin - - 20 le stil pokai
which is tues, motion presentation
wear long pants(which nt mine) n high heels
*i nv fall bcoz of high heels, ok? n nt 1st time wearin it*

after class, i went to studio met him
den sudd friend ask me teman her go some where
(de studio locate at de highest floor, 3rd floor)
den go nor.. while goin down from de stairs
mayb i a bit rush or sumthing else?
it jz 3 steps more to de ground, i fall
yes, is pokai. n hurted my left leg again
thankz, it is carpet ground which nt really tat hurt

no blue black on de spot
appears after i home

2days later, getting bigger
*no pic*

4days later.. de shape is totaly change
it jz a tiny small dot lik d left side (right leg)
= = wad de hell is de blue black will change de shape 1
( in e shape)
so weird

no shorts allow temporary..

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tomoro,

he will b performing in
summit, USJ. 5.00pm
=)

lastWeek

last Sunday, my aloneWeekend
wake up alone
breakfast alone, every1 go out
work alone, no 1 help
go home alone
go out alone
drive alone, parkin alone
hang in popular wareHouse sales alone
dinner alone, take away Shakey's
do motion alone, stare at monitor

anyways.. forget abt tat alone part
i spent in tat wareHouse sale abt 2hour+
seriously.. i did not get enough of BOOKs yet
i wish i could stay longer
i should go earlier..
*i though it ended last last week*
*last week was de last day *
*sorry my dear dears ;__; i dint bring u guys*
all those books been grab away ;__;
n sooo many ppl

it is just SOOOO cheap
fiction, rm3.00 - rm15.00 ONLY
sales up to 90% !!
CDs n Dvds are onSale too
*i saw JayChou's ori CD.. rm9.90*

de end.. i grab these book:

=x tis is not a book..


and coast me..
RM63.15
ok la.. stil in my budget
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the WorkSpace


._. so clean(?) so simple so GREEN

____________________________________continue wib 3D

I m juz..

DAMN
FARKING
HELL
BLOODY



BAD MOOD


and is not bcoz of motion
is not.. really..

i m now tryin to control-kan myself
tryin hard to not think abt it
focus on my motion



note:
my babycam finaly come back to me
will blog abt popular warehouse Sales in de nx few post

half of my day

12.30am
he jz reach home n called me
i was about to sleep
but he stil need to think of choreography
lots of choreography
he told me he is goin to 走火入魔

hang up n i send him a short sms
fall asleep
reply me at 2.00am+
telling me tat he is goin to bed too

4am
he ter-wake up n call me..
den we hav a short chat
after tat, i though i m goin to bed soon
but..
i feel wet in my nose
= = de feeling of nose bleeding
n yes, i bleed - -..
called him n den he get scared *ahaha.. i so evil*
comfort me n chase me off to rest
i think tat really wake him up... XD

de blood on d shirt ._. i jz realise when i wake up at 8+

bleedin is now stop..
should go back to bed d XD

good night n morning =)
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8am+ cant continue my sleep
den suffin de net n start on motion
9.30 prepare to go out 10am(?) reach his place
=) his arm bcom my pillow
10.45am i force him wake up n go for breakfast

i laugh lik hell (in d heart) when he drive his friend's car
big fella squeeze in a kancil *ahahah*
after tat he need to go kepong n work
so i go back home too
continue tat bloody troublesome motion

my leg stil pain nia..
tat cream is nt really tat useful lo dear -_-

not my day

morning wake up 8am
a morning stretch, 伸懒腰 den moulala cause me left foot cramps (脚抽筋?)
PAIN dao.. few min eh..
not moving pain, move it more pain
damn san fu = = so sudden 1.. kns
after tat walk also scare it will come again
= = now stil gt tat kind of feeling

get out abt 9am..
fetch my vid. group mate for location thingy
start at 10.00am
Gary's house>smk USJ 12> smk USJ 4> WareHouse > Justin's House
most of de location we r now confirm.
script part tat lec wan us to change, we discussed too
my grp mates is jus so.. FUNNY
*ahahaha* i cant stop laughin at some point
end about 2.15pm? i guess..
den we go for lunch at puchong puteri
i reach home abt 3pm something

nap at 5pm..
i dreamed tat i did not hav a group in video class
= = omg.. i was lik.. wad de hell.. *again*
last few days was kenny teach me how to do 3D
in DREAMS

oh yea..
._. i m stil tat hot temper n impatient for some situation
need 2 change nia.. hav to change nia ;__;
sorry, if i make some1 bad mood or anything
i dun really mean it
sorry, i m a bad driver too XD
in some cases, i m a bad drive~

tofu.GOT.box

thankzz wei peow for de boxz


sorry ar~ i so greedy ask 2 from u =x
but i promise i will take good care of dem
=D

and it hang on de above my laptop
i look up den see dem swinging
n my green wall is nt tat plain anymore

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n i jz reject de outing on sunday wib familie
i jz cant leave my work suddenly
=) mayb next time? sorry lar..
i knw i need some activities other den
assignment, class, projects, work
just.. not during jun_jul_aug
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