a Step 2 Auntie's life

i m getting auntie n auntie d = =||
i went to GIANT alone again today
help mom buy rice, sugar, salt etc
for myself, some potato, carrots, lemon etc
i was standing so long of choosing the strawberries n potatos
atleast 15mins for each of them
when i m in the place, walkin around with troley
i can feel others eyes, starin n wonderin(?)

tis morning 7am+-, i follow my mom go morning market
i jz cant see some 1 age similiar with me
(mayb yes, bt nt really much)
all auntie uncle or kids with parents
makes me feel lik.. oh.. i m gettin auntie d..(?)
a young half auntie.. since i can halfly cook, sew n housework..
n always stay home -.-
guess i m already into de auntieS life..
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last few days really wasnt in good mood
video, motions, dm3, 3D, branding is killing me..
every subject hav it own problems.. ARGH

anywayz.. tomoro is shooting day
pray for everything run smoothly..
i m puttin my hope, effort there..
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i m so geng in accidenlty
i get another 2 new wound on my left hand
while cutting stuff , 1 yesterday 1 today
2 cuts on 2 diff finger in 2 days

* i m now blooming flower in my toilet =x

I m made of..

TOFU

i though de name was given while gaming
back to abt.. 4 years ago? atleast
coz each of us own a food name
it jz a name, nt much of meaning

but at d end
i realize it came because i used to hurt
hurt accidentally, always.

a lil bit from last week
pipe saw fall n hit my arm
luckily it wasn't sharp
so jz a small scar now on my arm

i dint see some thing on de floor
n kicked it, n it hurts.

yesterday,
i knock my head n hit de door frame
both happen together in less den 1 min

today,
i dunno how n why my finger nails patah
in de very early morning

while i walking around n grab things for customer
de metal thing hit my feet,
my toe so it bleeds.

while i wan to take mouse trap placed high
i m nt tall enough n i use a stick for assistance
n it, 2 of dem fall n hit my finger thumb


i told my friend abt it
he agreed:" u r really made of tofu."
so easy to get hurts, physically n mentally
de heart, especially.

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cant celebrate his bday wit him
he is now outstation
emm.. i guess..
he will stil happy with his friend..