BuhBye

i m so takda faith wib TRAVEL

1st.
chiangMai trip during semBreak
CANCEL. coz grandma is nt goin
endUP, is parents honeyMoon.
but stil endUP bcoz of.. ekhem hem.


2nd.
melbourne falls on Jun
WHICH i cant follow..
cz i m stil having class
takkan i leave my projects behind - -

ARGH-!
___


i wanna go travel nia

;__; so many yrs i dint go anywhere d
nt even in msia -_- i m so kampungSubang




neverMind -_-...
there might b someDay i could go
de place wun run away ._.

mi~ is not lik u dun let me follow mah
=D we stil gt chance to go also
probably nx time i bring u go neh~ =)
who knowz~

_________________________________
i wonder y r u so busy all de time..
y u moulala need go outstation punya
haiz..
dun guilty d nia..
i know u dun wan fmfk de..
work is more important mah..
is not lik we gt no other time
we met after u back, ok?

miss u neh =)

Changes

i.. DUNNO le la..
y look so creepy 1..
ISH... wad da hell...





continue working - -

Just...

running out of inspirition
i move to do other stuff

`stare at monitor
`looking at referencesSs
`mind mapin
`turn ON random Music
`kacao ppl

but it is stil.. useless

den i move to edit `blogSkin
nt really wan to touch HTML coding
it might makes me more mad ni

jz a lil bit edit on last last sem work
am now in de mood of
black



itz 12.30 now
time for bed.
continue tomoro.



PRAY, n wish better idea tomoro

死了都要改

video：
http://www.zhangjiuchun.cn/blog/article.asp?id=107
MP3：
http://www.zhangjiuchun.cn/mp3/设计师之歌完整版.mp3

歌词:

把每天
当成是交图的dead line
一分一秒
都改到泪水掉下来

不理会
客户是看好或看坏
只要你勇敢
给我改

哎......
这条路没法改
没感觉去对着电脑all day and all night
享受现在
别一说改就怕受伤害
许多好图我们相信
全靠改出来！

死了都要改
不推翻重来不痛快
我们这行
都是这样
个个都明白

死了都要改
不改到通宵不痛快
宇宙毁灭甲方还在

把每天
当成是交图的dead line
一分一秒
都赶到泪水掉下来

不理会
最后是改好或改坏
只要有时间
你还得改

so.......
不要改得太快
你改得越快他的想发也就变得快
改到现在
才发现**的都变态
没有奇迹我们相信
往死里改！

死了都要改
不理你身体好与坏
三个通宵
你就会死掉
死得不明白

死了都要改
不改到飙尿不痛快
改到停电没鬼晒

穷途末路都要改
不说句葬话不痛快
笔会损坏
图会掩埋
计算机还在！

到绝路都要改
不日夜颠倒不痛快
改到最后还得改！
改到变态才精彩!

__________________
就没事晃论坛看到的

Happi Mama's Day

today..
woke up early n went out for work

=D bt i did wish her in d morning
"happi mother's day"

back at 3.30pm, bt she went out wib aunt
she back at 8.oopm, pick me up for dinner
wib a bunch of cousins n aunt
a simple dinner
dad come n pick us up at 9.30pm


mom, i m sorry
i wasnt a good girl
alwayz make u angry.. make u worry

Dear mom,
thankz for take caring me
thankz for nt leaving me behind

<3 u alwayz.
i promise i will try 2 do better nx time..




so.. my holiday plan is..
n.. therez some report(?)
`re-write my stories
(-_- wib only 2 pgz..)
`sew handcraft thingy
(a cream which look lik "xiao long bao" n others, unfinished)
`digital paint
(oh.. tis is done, bt i dint upload.)
`blog's layout
(no.. i m nt touching at all XD)
`wallpaper
(tis.. nop too.)
`paint+re-design my room
(yea~! i did it, wib momz help n cost me 160+)
`clean up my stuff
(oh.. i did clean my wardrobe.ONLY)
`dance class
(yea.. attend too.. n some train at home)
`movie
(got~ X-men n thread of destiny.ONLY)
`dating
(no, not really.)
`work
(i spent half of my sem break there - -)
`help ppl's design
(friend's assignment's poster)
`stare at tutorials
(yea.. 1 n a half day..)
`travel/field trip
(no. cz it change to parent's honeyMoon
n i did not join de field trip, cz i m workin)
(bt i went to KL design week =)


so.. time to back to hell ._.

results for 2nd yr 3rd sem

first, i was staring at my web design..
C+
i m totally agree n satisfied wit it
coz i late submit, n i m nt doin tat well on it
presentation especially...
n it jz a lot more den i expect

2nd.. video
weee~ atleast my effort got paid
is an A-
i really try hard n pay a effort to b good on tat

3rd, photography
i knew during/be4 sem break
is a B
i m ok with it too..

marketing.. = = takda
dunno y, forget to ask sra too

just now,
i told my mom my result
den she was lik..
"har? lik tat ni ah? lik tat consider good ah?"
"if ur dad know d, den he will BLA BLA BLA"
= = i was lik.. speechless, say goodnight
walk back to my room

so i m now gets to emo again



families denied really droping my confident ni
3rd yr is goin to start

bt i m STILL asking de same question to myself
m i really hav talent in tis part?
m i taking de right course?
m i makin de correct decision?
can i survive in tis industry?

hell, another sleepless night.

1 more week

-sketch is so much cuteR-
-de chinese name is de character name-
-there should b 3 more.. bt i m lazy...-

the poster is friend punya
wait him back from penang den send him~


tis look lik horror movie XD

den suggestion from friend:

._. anywayz.. final decision is on him


-_- i m jz abit too.. boring.. today
since i hav no place to go..
except early morning 7am, teman mom go market

ISH..
most of de friend is in bkt jalil for leehom concert
;___; sobz.. i cant go.. alwayz cannot go

stay home,line gt prob also..
therez 3laptop 1pc using de same line
den msn also sot le - -

tomoro's dating cancel(postpone) again
some 1 is stil sick+leg pain
-_- i wonder y dey lik to push demself so hard?

1 more week to go.
mother's day n new sem ;__; i m so worry
wonderin.. can i handle dem...
i.college's assignment, projects, group works
ii.house's work ( mom is goin to travel again )
iii.dance training ( i finaly found my way 2 de-stress )
iv.part-time job on sun

time for picking up de mood n skills