Influnced

Today's DesignMediaII-E1 topic
as de title, itz abt wad had influnced us

1st which pop up from my mind is
MONEY
which related to wad happen on my family recently
XD i m stil ok while i discuss in a group

but i m not ok while i share in class
i cried *wad de hell*
sob wit talkin n tearz roll down
voice change.. i hate tat voice
i guess mine is de shortest desciption
ah.. de main msg is..
spent smart
dun waste money
dun simply buy thing

figure-ing media n art style
some sketches too.. probaly..
n yesterday's fly me to de moon

StuntDouble

itz my webbie design title
ekhem~ as a stunt double is-
dangerous ._.+ but exciting~
i alwayz though dey r awesome
dey r cool n been well train
n most of their "workz" is a new challenge
challenge of demself n ther limits

oh yea.. i done my mindmap too
*although i m doin wit webcam n chatin*




some few keywordz will b choose later
before i go to bed.. few sketches too
thankz to today's traffic jam
stuckin on de road, idea popz up
._. showin it to lec nx week



title mah... stil enhancin n thinkin

web feelingz.. probaly will b cool n greyscale
XD or mayb i can play it colourful too? if suitz

其实..

我 一点都不坚强
外表可以伪装 心也可以假装


其实我很爱哭
讨厌哭后的自己，很丑
即使很明白
哭了也不会有任何改变
却不能控制
眼泪更是不听话的狂掉


老天哭了 至少雨过天晴
人类哭了 烦恼依然存在




哭，过了
心，痛了
人，累了



我还剩什么
还拥有什么
要求的资格
我是否还有





世界不是末日
还有很多比我还悲惨
只是此时此刻
我需要时间消化一切
让我好好想想
我该怎么办才是最好

Bad Newz

Mayb.. .















de coming semester will b..

my last sem in TOA













if my result is bad..





dad.. did nt statisfied my result
1A 3B 1C 1D forget de + n -

he said it is bad.. itz BAD...











i cannot forgiv myself
if i [fail].. or get a [bad] result

n tatz y.. i m panic..
wit my perspective result
during my 1st yr 3rd sem













i wil try nt to think bout it..

















FOCUS.. focus.. focus...



















anywayz.. i dun wanna go SEGI..
no.. n never.. please...

Fine?

will b fine..
i told myself...



wake up early morning at 8.15
teman mom go shah alam
to check n confirm...



seriously..
i hate gouvement thingy
we run for 3 places.. in shah alam
diff places for diff matters
den we go back at lunch time
lunch at home



dart to KL.. at bout 2 pm to lawyet firm
a place tat both of us nt sure where is it
itz heavy rain today..
when we reach home.. itz bout 6pm


de lawyer told us tat he will try to help
further stuff he will try to let us know on mon
so.. waitin now


n.. my dad.. i mean de 1 who born me
he kena sue by de bank too
n went to shah alam earlier den us
bout.. 3 weekz ago


so.. lik tat lu..


wishin..





every thing will b fine





right...?

keep
repeatin to myself

Bankruptcy

it happen on my family

wad can i do?



nothing... totaly nth..




except.. being mean n thrifty








although he born me..





should i hate him?
of leavin us behind
he left nth.. but de dept...
tat cost a house...






can i stand..?
can i continue my study in toa?
should i think about..
work or shift to another cheaper coll?







i dunno...








i m so.. helpless...
please... tell me wad can i do...

Today's n Yesterday's resultz (?)

.__. decoration train [under] de table

forget bout de brand on de box .__.

i lik de angle bt blur XD~ too bad

conclusion: my hand stil shaky =x