I'mToFu

2010 report

2010-12-31T23:11:00.014+08:00

good and bad things just happened, the experiences that make me grow

and to found out what i really want, i think tatz de important part

so basically the main event in my life, tat i could remember

i graduate from TheOneAcademy

i go through graduation campaign, Phenomena 75

i had awesome graduation convo

i changed new handphone

i bought myself expensive gadget

i lie to had a trip wit "some 1"

i sneak out for clubbing in zouk till 4am

i backpack to Taiwan myself, 11days

i met new people, friends

i get new car paint

i caught in accident

i get a job, freelance

i work in office alone until late night, and OTs

i spent n shop a lot for myself and alone

i watch movie in cinema alone, n wit friends

i brought mom and dad to expensive restaurant

i am official 21st and i throw a party

i received a lot unexpected presents and surprised n wishes

i attend a lot 21st bday party and bday party

i done a few bad things, quite bad

i fall in love, and fall out love and i date

no idea whats coming and not really expecting

what i wishing for...

i will work it out myself, instead of waiting for it

"go get a guy, a boyfriend" tatz wad my friend told me to, few of them.

lol.

backPacked2Taiwan-Day 5+6+7+8+9+10+11

2010-10-06T21:25:00.028+08:00

Day 5

Morning, before leaving dan shui

i decide to take a walk more.
visit a few more places.
i m in love wit this little simple city.

long long yao za guai XD

along the sea. wad i regret de most is,
i dint get to cycle around here. D:

random weird statue

i jz pick de wrong day. bunch of kid tat day.

tis is not a toilet.

paint at d wall.

i off n taipei n take gao tie to tao yuan at 12.30pm
ops, i had de wrong seat at d train XD
sorry la, uncle.

den guess wad. i lost again.
when i reached tis place
i m lik took hour to find de place i stay.
i m wet, very wet.

the room tat stay in zhong li
中壢蓬萊旅棧

de counter/reception
i like tis place.
friendly boss, nice enviroment, near stations
n most important is.. near SHOPPING!
*muahahaha*
anyways, tis is de room ;D

nice flowery bed sheet XD vintage-nia

n.. door-less bathroom

as usual, some exploration around.

tis is de photo of lady-boss n her husband.

coffee maker in d pantry ;D

MUAHAHA, my stuff on de day
random accessories along de road side.
nice sales girl of the ear rings n necklace.

shirt from tis store ：
GALAXY MILK

it jz nx to the hotel i stay.
nice boss, n pretty lady sales girl ;D

de boss deco his store himself. diy.
n stock was get from japan n korea by himself

;D nice dress, shoes, heels, accessories ect
well, i promise him help him promote XD hahaha

ekhem. Day 6.
say bye to lady boss n i off to other place again.
hello, xin zhu!
OMG, tis city is so windy. m so love
but it doesnt blew me off la XDD
n heres a park for public

i guess tis is normal at other contry
i saw some hav their training in LRT stations too
i jz walk along de streets near by den i go bak to de hotel
tired n started to feel sicked.

sorry la XD i only realize no photos until i leaving

day 7.
walk myself to the train station again after de breakfast
provided by de hotel.
err.. not so nice. typical chinese breakfast
it is a rainy day.

a very good auntie serving me =)
1 thing is. i wonder y is the room key needed to b.. so.. big

after dropping my luggage,
i went out for a short walk n dig for lunch.

i miss tis fish very.. very much D:

original slam dunk comic aaaaah

it rains again. head back n nap until evening 7pm
day r getting dark.
settle my dinner at nearby 7-11
chat wit the auntie for almost 2 hours standing
enjoy the talk very much =D

Day 8.
i see tis cake shop since yesterday
n i decided to hav my breakfast here
n no regrets. is nice =)
D: but.. wads tis call again?

yes ;D 2 cake n 1 coffee for breakfast

head to gao xiong~!
yay, i m waiting for tis room ler.
muahaha
* i die die also ask my bro book me tis room be4 i came taiwan*

甜心小屋

key to de room

is lik own house/room. de deco is so warm~
dey hav 3 themes in total, tis is de ballet room
i want the bear theme, but it was taken.

the bed n pillow is sooo so soft.
i wish i could bring it home XD
nap a while, den i walk around de city
finally, i can shop a bit more today
coz it is close to the end of de trip

n went to hav a nice ramen around
after tat, a night walk

hyper when i see tis shop
Y I CANT FIND IN MSIA?! i mean cheap n nice

Day 9
due to the day of 2days raining
i decided cancel my beach plan.
useless liao la! my bikini ;__;

so, tis is de day i call SHOP TILL DROP
i went back to zhong li n shop
coz cheaper, n got familiar de boss mah ;D
more discount.
shop until evening, fetch by de boss
*whee* 2nd time of riding motor in taiwan

n i m sharing a room wit other 5 people
but they r super noisy ish.

Day 10
Finally, i able to go to de largest n 24hours bookstore today!
n taipei 101

i think it look nicer at night.
-_- my mom keep asking me to go during day..

machine tat tells u abt de city

in de lift.

those who came to my room
should hav know i got 5 of dem ;D

awww.. i should hav jz stay here instead.
i mean de 24hours bookstore
hahaha. so maneh books n sooo big
unfortunately, i only can stay here for a while
n i brought 4kgs books. *happy*

this is de cd floor thou

abt to leave, dragged n nagged by a sales girl
whom keep asking me to buy their products
seriously annoying
waste almost 1hour there listen to her
demmit.

last walk in xi men ding
n i saw her. jazz drumer

1 of my dinner choice
i though wad is their 葱抓饼
mana tao is roti canai + chicken fross (ur choice) lolx

back to TBP hostel. packed my stuff.
tmr is de day, heading back to my country.
i take away some food and dinner wit hostel ppl
dey r so friendly n kind.

after a while, a girl from japan came for check in.
n same room as me
she stop by taiwan for transit.
=D such a good opportunity
i talked to her wit my cacat japanese

Day 11

breakfast wit the jap girl.
then she go to air port before me.
say bye, n i continue packing
n i m ready to airport too
another, rainy day.

bye taiwan. wish i could come again ba ;D

i really enjoy de trip very much =D
a very meaningful trip

backPacked2Taiwan-Day 4

2010-08-31T19:27:00.013+08:00

wake up early 5.45am. prepared n going out at 6.30am.

from my place to MRT station it juz 5mins walk
i get my breakfast from a convenient store like 7-11

bread n green tea XD

reload my card before get in to the bus
early morning 7.00am , a lot of students
n a lot of space when i get into de bus

travel by bus, n can sea =D
although it took 2hours, but i enjoy though, another experience

9.00am reached ji-long, 基隆
than transit to jiu fen, 九份 - jin gua shi 金瓜石
get a bit confuse here
n i dont lik tat driver, bully me while i ask him abt directions
i wrote an email of complaining him after i get back
although they did reply me, but i wasn't statisfied

from tis company n tis driver

anyways, reaching jin gua shi 金瓜石 at 10.30+-

my bro recommended me
theres a 220 pure 999 gold inside

黄金博物馆
http://www.gep.tpc.gov.tw/

theres also some board educate ppl abt de plants

the garden of the.. japan prince house (?)

stone path

guest room for the japan prince if not mistaken XD

i get in the gold mine.
n have to wear de helmet
it is liking

basically is show how they dig de gold last time =D
let u to walk n experienced it

at d end, u will see they need to be checked
i ku-so dem. XD ops

i m sorry. tis is so gay XD

okay, start climbing! here i come! japan shrine
600m height ._.!
D: i almost wanna giv up..
climbing wit my dslr + netbook + bottle of water

feel lik tis is some place for chinese fighting scene XD

n i saw tis. a pond? a hot spring? a spa?
D: i dont know...

n look down to de hill... n de fresh air~

n all greeeeen mountain!

finally i get there.. came so far, for tis..
spoil shrine

get a bit closer...

n tis is it.
tats all? yes. tis is all.
i throw coin, n make a wish.

easier while climbing down
theres a pregnant woman wit her partner wanted to go up too
i told dem not too.. i think it is a bit dangerous for her
show them a few photos, satisfied their curiosity den i head back down

have a rest, hav a toufu-fa XD
it is cold, awww.. n cooling me down

tat auntie post for me, i guess
she say:"wa, u r so brave. u dare to climb? theres snake around"
EHH?! gt snake around?! luckily i only see lizard

den im here to grab de lunch box
"miner's lunch box"

get back at 12.30pm
well.. some thing happen here too.
drag n waste my time of going to other places
n i took de wrong bus D:
n start raining, so... plan fail.

n den, while i m on de bus
tis driver is cute XD
se tat cat?! HAHAHA

it is stil raining while i reach.
cant get to any other place but stay in the room
luckily i hav tis lunch box

so i ate as dinner
come wit a "cloth-map", pair of chopsticks

a metal container XD

taa-da. tis is it~!
pork chop + 1 egg + 2 random vege
i think it will be nice when it serve hot

my umbrella spoil, n rain cant go out to buy a new 1
auntie xiao ying call me
she came to collect payment n drop me an umbrella
so i can go out XD n it is drizzling only

finally i found a bag wit brown tat i like
n a purse, although originally it is not a purse

some small souvenir =D

my supper- takoyaki
XD atleast is better than ss15 n sunway's

so, wadz happen on day 5? =D

backPacked2Taiwan-Day 3

2010-08-29T21:33:00.010+08:00

Day 3, wake up bit late. abt 10am

XD think of i might cant get back de top,
went back to Xi Men Ding to get it
dont really know wheres de famous duck

so i jz pick de restaurant near by
honestly.. my mom's cook better 1 -_-
note. i found tat taiwan soup is lik pure water ni
not lik msia use bone to cook for hours n hours 1

tis is lik pan mee + wan tan

get on MRT n head to dan shui 淡水
;D theres a ang mor carrying his baby girl
so cute. de auntie(s) around him talk to him, wit simple eng
about 2pm, i reached.

the travel map u can found in te MRT station

well.. i m a bit lost again. n the sun is hot!
n wait auntie xiao ying ride motorcycle n get me
my 2nd motor ride XD

tis is the room, i stay here for 2 nights
民宿- 小英的家
http://ying.emmm.tw/
well, tis place near by train station, n a lot of travel spots =D

cozy, clean, comfort!
de pillow r so soft~ aww n de bed...!
n theres even a bath tube there~

;D can see the sea + mountain from tis room

take a nap, n get out about 5.00pm
walk along the street n go 淡水河濱公園

=D i miss tis snacks so much!
i will never ate tis fresh n big n thick squid in msia!
n is not so expensive le.. n big portion!

i pick de seaweed flavour.
walk along de street n enjoy my food n drinks
den decided to go 渔人码头

=D while waiting for de "ship"
about 15mins, reached.
de wind blow heavily n it is sooo windy
me like XD

tis is de bridge

=D tis cafe gt intro by some taiwan tv
=x dint get insid

so many hk visitors n familys n couples =x

;D theres a couple taking their wedding shoots here
emm. mayb i should have mine lik tis too XD n years later

when de night is dark, tis is how it is look like

so.. after a while, before i wan to go back
a bit hungry, so i take so light food
n tis gt intro by de auntie la

TW40 for 3 pcs
is slightly bigger than de normal we hav here
so i think is fine?
taste.. lik 福州丸 =x

while heading back.. is more people..
much more. de boat r actualy full n a bit over load (i heard)
n there some.. i dont know where dey from
bt some where sakai
really annoy, so hyper n so 38 =-=
scream while de sea water smash dem
is not dey get wet or fall in to de sea pun
ish.

walk back to where i stay, i found tis
n make me so happy!
a bikini XD i always wan 1 but hardly to find i wan
n even is wad i want is so damn expensive
but tis it sooo cheap! TW 290 only *bounce happily*

cute right =DDD cant wait to wear dem!
since i m planing to go to de beach, at day 10.

it was mid night 12 some thing
de street r so quiet now
no more cars, or passengers.

good night, n sweet dreams.

backPacked2Taiwan-Day 2

2010-08-29T00:08:00.015+08:00

nt really sleeping well, bt seem rest enough

7.45am den go brush my teeth face face ect
get out about 9.00. say bye bye to the aussie surfing chef
i walk myself to de MRT, need to apply for taiwan mobile for free
YES, f.o.c. unless u need to top up after finish TW50 dey gav
u can use tat to call local, so it is cheaper
n contact internationally

the office is not open yet, so i walk around n grab my breakfast

pork burger, nt tat bad.
n it is cheaper than mcd, n come wit tea/coffee =D

some kind of flea marker? i guess.
but i was too early.. so.. nothing there.
oh, u can see it is colourful XD
n the gallery r stil under constructions

this bakery smell so niceee!
too bad i m full D: so i dint buy any from them

emm.. i went in here.
some random art exhibition there
n local short film, bt i dint watch =x

so, i walk to another place =D
well.. it was near on de map
= = but i get lost. stil nt familiar wit their road n map yet
anyways, atleast i manage to get myself there

miniatures musuem of taiwan
http://www.mmot.com.tw/

is all handmade decorations, dolls, houses, ect
very detail, very tiny
=D let the photo speaks how beautiful they r

the model of the museum =)

emm.. im peeking

tis is gonna be my dream room =D

note, de train r moving one

=D they hav a few disney chatacter/stories there

world smallest functional tv
it is wit audio + visual

big boss =v=

a lot of them?

here, a BUNCH of them XD
tis is de biggest 1 =D

channel handbag XD

i stay in tis museum for 3hours.
total 350+ photos taken here
aww, i m so enjoy wit tis thiny tiny stuff
and there r some other visitors.. so hav to wait for taking photos

den, i go to shi da 师大夜市 for dinner
their mrt r jz too convenient XD i lik it

i was in de mrt, n theres 1 old couple enter
de wife get de seats, bt not de husband
i stand up n let him sit but he refuse
so i sat down again den he started to talk to me

ps. tis uncle doesnt know tat msian n singapore speaks chinese too
he was so surprise when i speak chinese so well n nt from their country

till, i though i missed de station i hav to go off
luckily other passenger told me de correct 1
XD so i dont need to walk so damn long way to get there
n is not only 1 but 5 of them around me
well, being good n respect old ppl r good

i found my fav food! dumplings~!

tis is not so bad XD i wanted to take away
bt i was full already

continue walk around de street
go into a old book store

n i saw tis
tis is goin to make me crazy!
TW10 for 1 book
buy 5 free 1
TW50(6book) = RM5.00(6book)
which means RM0.83 for 1book

=-= but i cant buy any books yet.. theres 9 more days to go..
so i leave the bookstore..
please stil be there D: i promise i will come back again!

so, another new bookstore, 2 storey

much more design-relate book, n affortable
D: i wanna bring dem home..!

get back to Xi Men Ding before the night came
and walk around the street again

he is so adorable >"< i wonder, is tat his name? ah mao?
i dint dine in there. jz passing by

get bak n rest n plan for tmr again!

=) i bought myself a red big pack.
i was worried de 1 i bring along cant tahan -_-
;D dey hav black, red orange n blue

kaleidoscope scope from de museum. i love it =D
a bracelet n necklace when i walk around Xi Men Ding

backPacked2Taiwan-Day 1

2010-08-05T01:24:00.007+08:00

since i end my course officially,

n been few years dint get to travel. I hav tis trip.

Supposedly going wit college mate.
But end with wish some miss-communications,
i ended up with backpacking alone.
n surprisingly, i get approve n support from my mom

Special thanks:
dad sponsoring me air ticket
mom for the pocket money
bro for the few nights room
random strangers, n people

day 1- 17 may 2010
mom n bro fetch me to LCCT
only 25mins from my house ;D reached at 8.00am
get my past n done everything
i hugged mummy den go into de gate
boarding at 9.10am, flight at 10.10am

here i come, Taiwan.

i wish i could swim there XD if possible

Luckily i borrow an ipod touch from my cousin.
help me to kill my time when i m on the flight
4 hours, bit longer than i thought

i reached here about 2.30pm
check in, pick up luggage, apply YouthTravel Card, say goodbye to friends
n bought bus ticket

tis is the bus ticket bring me to my living place, TBP hostel
"FREE GO BUS" doesn't mean don't need to pay.
it cost TW140
by the way, tis bus take people to a few more hotel in tai pei

ah, when i m in the bus, there r travelers from m'sia too
-_- n they r noisy.

my 1st station, xi men ding. 西门町
check in the hostel at 5.00pm

Taiwan BackPakers Hostel
http://www.taipei-backpackers.com/
cheap, yet clean. the workers there r very friendly
dey provide wi-fi n also 2 pc XD
my bro book me a 4 bed dorm
but dey got mistaken so i sleep wit 1 of the girls there
which is bcom a double room
:D i wanted to sleep on a bunk bed for long time d!

after unload my luggage, i went out n look for my lunch + dinner

1 of the old building located near by place i living

ah.. i should hav take the photo of this junction.
it is happening at evening.

my 1st day, i saw a clown =D

i walk around randomly, craving for food. hungry.
dint get to eat any thing since morning.
it was a street, a shopping street
u can see clothes, accessories, bags, shoes, EVERYWHERE

and i accidentally found tis "restaurant"

people hav to stand n eat XD
although dey provide a few chair la, as u can see
well.. taste was not bad ;D n cheap
TW450/small
TW500/big
emm.. de small 1 is quite full for me

XD i bough my drinks here.
1L of jasmine tea cost me TQW250 only ler
i cant finished dem. too much for me
de mee shua is a bit filling

so i continue walk around.
i was lost when i try to walk back to my hostel
well, i dint really pay attention..
and it is getting dark -_- so scary
n there r some dark street OMG
-_- n i finally made "home" after 1 hour losing

randomly, i saw tis dog in a shop
so guai leh, wont run out 1
not lik my house punya -_-

online n check some updates
i brought my bro's net book along too
to keep contact with my family for hotel checking XD
YES, i dint n i haven booked living place for de rest of my nights.
but the r some proxy prob tat i did not know how 2 fix

so i ask de Australian guy nx to me
BUT!
i.. cant understand his slank seriously
it is so hard for me to listen wad he said
it was all stick together n.. he talk quite soft
so i giv up n said i will figure out myself
since he got no idea too
and thank god i hav i pod with me n it suff normally

later on, he intro himself to me.
n he is a chef in vacation now, n goin to suff
n he keep asking me how to reply his email
-_- ah.. i dont really remember wad is tat about any more
since i cant understand him thou

;__; i know i m lousy.. i admit.. lo..
den i go back to my room n prepare for tmr
yea, i haven planed where i want to go yet
HAHAHA

-to be continue-

craving for japanese food

2010-05-07T23:43:00.001+08:00

another family dinner,

since mom say she was craving for japanese food =)
she say she nv went here
a japanese restaurant located in SS12
TOMOE is de name, and also de boss name
tis is a 2 floor restaurant, previously a budget hotel
some of the waitress r japanese
;D sorry theres no photos of japanese girl
sushi bar located at 2nd floor
sit n chat wit de chef r nice
if u r de chef's friend

after order, my aunt called n wanted to join us
den we shift to 1st floor while 2nd floor r fulled

sake is ❤

the food came really slow
de dish serve at 8some thing while we reached bout 7
mayb weekend n lotsa ppl.. bt.. i m hungry D:
playing around while waiting

mom say de center 1 is butterfly
makes me so speechless XD

here comes the 1st serve, salad ;D
topping wit vinegar+garlic, special.
me like, vege r fresh =D

de captain intro us tis fish,
which i cant remember de name
fly from japan n jz reached today (tat day)
she say we were lucky to hav tis
but.. it taste normal to me D:
n tis is freaking small n expensive -_-

softcrab sushi roll, not my fav =x

tofu wit some.. muachi n vege
taste not bad

kobe beef, yes! =D

tenpura, definaly ❤!
theres, prawn, fish, n some vege

i lik tis usually, but.. D: it is not tat fresh here
*sob* so wasted.. although its bigger than other places
taste weird ;__:

de fried nice was awesome ;D
simple n nice, i finished up myself *almost*

my cousin order a beef udon later
n it is huge =x my cousin unable to finish it
n since udon r always my fav..
i finished another dish again

i was so full tat night. statisfied ❤

while adults r chatting, kids camwhore
there, my cousins which closer wit me more than others

having meal wit beloved makes me happy
atleast i wont think of sad/bad things

it make my day =)

2010-04-29T19:36:00.000+08:00

DANG! 22 april 2010

ok, my careless fault.
i get distract n bang de car infront of me.
while on de way back at 8some thing.

she is a 35+- old lady. immediatly call her husband
i called my mom. den, settle myself wit both of dem ;__;
my fault, so.. i hav to pay
it doesnt really tat expensive for proton bumper
been survey around since i need to repaint my car
should b around 400-500, in my mind
n friend told me abt 600-700
tatz de price for subang area

my car it is much more serious from tis photo actually =x

tat lady refuse to go shah alam at 1st
which she say is sooooo inconvinient
but as i know i get get real cheap there
since i m de one who pay, she should follow me right?

nx morning
she bring her own so call "mechanical" along wit her
when it is totally none of "mechanical" business at all
n bcoz of waiting de "mechanical" been waiting for her almost 1 hour

de workshop ppl told her only 300 for all
repaint n fix, everything nicely done
she did not believe, keep say tat she wans a new bumper
n she sounds lik a must
so.. theres another option which is pay her 300,
she find de place herself
at d end, she stil accepted
condition, evening i need to fetch her n get her car
well is my fault, i don't mind

5pm, fetching her husband instead of her to get d car
anyways, he was amaze
it was FIXED n look lik brand new
dey got nth to say now
yes, keep both of ur mouth shut pls
dey r really annoy while discussing wit dem

it took 1 week to fix my car, for only outskirt
theres stil some prob wit the gear box
need to change a new 1
n some minor probs..

sorry n million thanks to my parents
D: i will b even more caution nx time
btw, after tat i heard friends around me caught accident too
luckily no one is hurt

shortTrip, shortWalk

2010-04-28T21:18:00.010+08:00

18 April 2010, Sun
i went to P.Dickson =)

reach abt 2.30pm, stay in Avillion
take a short walk around the place, den nap
after de drive n early morning wake up
bout 6pm, we drive out along for food XD
since we got no idea wad to eat
n theres nth much in PD, seriosly
end up, dinner in Secret Recipe

finally we able to walk at d beach after dinner
i wish de beach can b a bit much more brigher XD
i miss de walk =)

back to our room
i caught a fewer at night, n vomit at night.
but thank u for take caring me whole night ❤

cant sleep well too n the worst..
theres a rain start 12am, getting heavier at 3am
and then.. the room is LIKING, 4am

i m like.. wtf?
but thanks to de rain ;D

wake up in d morning 7
but i manage to roll until 9 some thing
den we go for breakfast

morning buffet breakfast =)

but it was another rainy moring..
though can go for a beach walk after breakfast
too bad.. D:
i was fainted again after breakfast

a very chan look
a photoless trip, i wish theres more =x

11am+-
packed n prepare to go back
complain, n dey know wad happen
well, atleast dey know

lost on de way home
not really lost, jz add more distance
but it was fun, bcoz u r wit me =)

❤
thanks for inviting
thanks for fetching
thanks for everything
❤

again, i was faint on my bed whole day
D: can't i jz b a bit more healthy?

2010-04-23T16:16:00.011+08:00

Early april

it was 2 am in de morning

insomnia, so i decided to deco my room
since i need a "notice board"

tis is my Design Method 2 early project
did some modified n add on some words/reminder

Think out of de box
tis is wad i need de most always..

finaly get tired after some writtin,
pastin n cuttin work at 4am

10 april 2010, sat
after came back some where, i dun remember where i went! XD
mom say go out dinner wit daddy, steak dinner
*yay* so we went out around 6.30pm
it only took us 20mins to KL n i nap in d car =x
it locate in d old EDEN
which is a famous expensive steak house last time

tis is it =D de Gaucho Grill
**it look much more nicer after night with lights on**
so please don't be naughty n sit on it =x

interior
here, our place =)
menu cover was okay
but i feel lik redesign de inside part.. seriously
*tsk tsk* i believe designers will agree wit me
n tis is not de worst page

oh well~
u can eat all u wan for de appetizer/ salad
yes, u can grab as much as u can from here

de salad bar

tis is wad i hav for myself
potato salad r yummie!

here comes de bread
i wan garlic bread but mom say it not tat tasty here
anyways, tis bread r nice too =D soft

tis r another yummies mushroom
look simple, but it is awesomeee
while my mom request for it
(since it already finish in de appetizer bar)
dey say is not goin to hav tis anymore
but after a while, dey giv us a hot, fresh plate
=D

n den.. Ta-Daaa

;D daddy order for me
a well-done rib eye, top wit blank pepper
pumkin mash niceeee
de serve is a bit too much for me
appetitez r bad these few months

oh.. as usual

a chill red wine =)

and also ss photo =x

very enjoy de enviroment n de food
reach home about 9 some thing =)
great sleep that night

16 aril, fri

*bounce* i hav a new phone
after keep complaining to mom
W850 after 2 n half yr servicing me, it gone wild
screen went blank, cannot receive calls probably
but i stil lik it nah, i protect it well ;D for de wht skin

anyways, decide to get tis SE YARI - link
attract by the design, it looks awesome for me

RM700.00 not really tat costy also mah =D
cheaper than my old phone though

thanks mom ❤

Phenomena 75 is coming to Town

2010-04-13T21:00:00.003+08:00

http://phenomena75.com/

my batch's
tis is a teaser website
=) my mates put alot alot a lot of effort
*thanks guys n girls*

anyways, enjoy viewing it!
feel free n explore around =D

2010-04-09T23:21:00.003+08:00

如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，
请珍惜每一次和他在一起的机会，
每一次和他说话的机会，每一次对他微笑的机会，
因为这可能成为你脑海中不多的记忆财富。

如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，
请保持快乐的心态，
每一次见到他或者与他交谈的时候都能让他感受到你的快乐，
因为看到心爱的人开心是件很幸福的事。

如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，
请试图让自己越来越漂亮，
只有懂得爱自己的女孩才能赢得他人的爱。
谁都希望心爱的人能看到自己美好的一面。

如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，
尽量帮他，聆听他内心的声音，帮他分担，
不要期望太多。这个世界太过公平，
是你的永远是你的，谁也抢不走。哪怕是拥有他的心就够了！！

如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，
请别一开始就付出太多，事先知道结局的人是最理智的。
如果你倾尽所有，结果往往会一无所有。
（可是如果深爱了，又怎能不付出的太多呢？）

如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，
请别对双方苛求太多，太多的因素会让你们分离，时间、人、空间，
如果你不想让最后的回忆变得不美好的话。
那么就都要给彼此一些空间，让他感觉你是他的幸福而不是负担！

如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，
离开的时候千万不要哭（估计很难做到），
如果他也对你动过心，
你们都会把对方的名字雕刻成辗转时空中的金子。
每天都会想起彼此的脸！

如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，
保存着你们在一起的每一分每一秒的片断，
因为时间的洪水会很无情，
到了最后剩下的也许只会是零星的碎片。

请记得曾经在一起时的那段岁月
因为珍惜今天, 它就是明天最美的回忆
___________________________
有没有一双手，握住了便不轻易放手。

有没有一个肩膀，可以倚靠一辈子都有安全感。

有没有一场拥抱，紧紧的让两个人再也不分开。

有没有一种约定，是相约每一个来生都要和你相遇。

有没有一段感情，深深刻在心里一辈子不会忘记。

有没有一个人，是你用尽了一生力气还舍不得将他遗忘。

BloodDonation

2010-04-07T01:47:00.004+08:00

=) organise by my batch n also my college
feel free to drop by
spread de news too

we need ur help
million thanks n appreciate

SteamBoat

2010-04-05T20:23:00.007+08:00

sat, 3april2010

another family dinner
restaurant locate in kl
it is a steamboat restaurant tat had their own
special soup n its super healthy
taiwan imported

de interior =)

their deco

de menu

=D my cute grandpa wit aunt's maid

we fully conquer de room, tables of 2

my cousins
pouring jpn sparkling water into chinese cup

tis is de soup =)
half spicy half light

n our orders =D

tis is 1 of de special of their restaurant

i dint really ate a lot.. cant get used to de taste
although is nice
tis is de most expensive steamboat i ever had
de bill is lik around 1000+
=..= OMFG
so.. yea, thank u very much uncle =D

after tat, aunt suggest we go for dessert
which around there too

steam egg, but i prefer hot one
their version r cold -.-
n i cant get used to it

de laksa is nice =D but i wish it is more sour

reach home around 10.30pm
my aunt chat wit my mom n blocking my door
i wanted to close my door room..
but she not allowed me to do so
i say i wanted to sleep.. she say i won't sleep so early
while i need some private space webcam wit some1
drag until 1.30am.. only she allow me to close my door

sun, 4apr2010
my purse kena my puppy bite
n now.. spoil =..=

luckily he only bite RM1.00
dint spoil my ic, license n my 20bucks

= = hav to get new 1 now..
XD considering ask my grandma sew a new 1
since i cant find some small wallet lik tis anymore

Genting

2010-04-01T22:35:00.008+08:00

sunday 14 mar, 2010
after back from klang wit family
decided to go genting wit my aunt's family
desperatly wan to go some place during tat period
so i followed, since dey will b back tomoro
packed my stuff in less den 20mins
den we off to genting =)

its about 4+- we reach there.
so we had our early dinner there
we got to de hills, around 6pm
Q up n bought indoor tickets

2 child n 1 adults
my 12(+1) n 10 yrs old cousin n me

some free vouchers

OH.. yea i get de child band XD
*whee*
well, i look younger than my cousins den =DD

first station was de 4D cinema
dey want it.. so i hav to go together too
a long Q.. very long -..-
so de girls camwhore =D

we've been wait for an hour
just for tat 15mins
i m bit regreted, it is not as nice as i though
kind of wasting my time actually

after tat we seperate wit de "adults", dey went to casino
de kids go for some indoor extreme
we dint get to play much
a bunch of people
we only manage to hav a roller coaster n a bumper car
n some indoor "circus" which tipu money
i rather spend tat money on arcade D:

dey wan to head back to de Avana hotel before 10pm
because dey wan to listen to live band
but at d end, dey dint go for it
i wish i could go out n get myself some fresh air
but.. non of dem i can drag.. so i keep quiet
i miss de day i went to genting during my 2ndary wit de gang

slept at 12am, but dint sleep well
wake up at 2am, 5am, 6am n 7am
till when de girls wake me at 8.30am
after de buffet breakfast, we took de bus to cable car station
only 3 of us

de cable car distance.. a bit longer den i expect

for Outdoor theme park, we decide to buy 2 adults
my 12+1 cousins are taller than dey set

XD so at d end, i hav de adults band

2bands, inDoor n outDoor
yesterday n today =D

well.. atleast i had much more fun here
manage to scream abit, get rid of some stress
saw some quite amount of lala
n some girls dress lik clubbing style
wondering r dey here for clubbing or for extreme park
anyways, non of my business
but i should actualy took de photo of dem n post here =D?

burger king as lunch, FULL
3pm, we end de trip n go back
my uncle say he will bring me again~
he say i can take care of de 2 kids, tat willing to listen to me
tat actually afraid of me cz i will bully dem =DD

i got no idea tat i will get sun burn from genting

i dint realise till de nx day actually

theres posibility to get sunBurn although de weather is cool

ah.. i miss de cold weather..
especially de rainy night

some CNY events

2010-03-06T01:33:00.012+08:00

20 feb 2010
went to some bai nian wit 2ndary punya friend

was actualy wondering for few days..
though might goin out wit some 1
but.. end up i dint, so.. go to friend's house nu
since it had been long time dint met dem =D

first station, ec's house =D
after tat, mic house, mun yee house, last my house =D

;__; yann ling macam killing my dog.. *evil*

*sob.. always i mount itu tripod 1..*

oh well, more photos in fb album =D

after tat, dinner wit family in cheras
spot de lil kid on right.

24 feb 2010
aunt's family back from italy
so we hav some dinner wit dem
-..- tired on tat day bt dey tarik me out.. D:
*curse fps..*
end up while papa drive to kl
i sleep in de car, 2 hours.
aunt change de place when we reach =x
end up, we had dinner in bangsar

and since we nt familiar wit here, we lost a bit XD

i spot long chopsticks here

some dishes on tat day
i wanst in de mood of eating
i dint had a proper on tat day..
so i gastric.. n dey start dinner at.. 9.00pm..

although de food is nice...
but i cant enjoy well
;__;

27 feb 2010
my 3rd aunt open house again
theme, shang-hai night.
so.. hav to wear cheong sam tat night
=..= 200 ppl tat night. omg..

tis de house

my 2nd aunt's family. -..- bt some members r missing

cousin wib grandpa =D

spot de small lion XD CUTEEE *cant resist*

oh.. de family. =) my 3rd aunt.

after tat lion dance, almost 1 hour.
i can rest, wit food n drinks *yay*

i hav my new love, kilkenny

den i hav some camwhore session wit my family
XD cant stop doin it when i met dem
using my hp =x dslr r heavy

yes, my grandma ss wit me
*hahaha* n she looks cute in tis photo =)

after tat, wit cousin cousins =D

XD i m actualy forcing guys take photo wit me
* since i m de 2nd eldest*

XD i dunno who is she.. i mean her parents
bt she is cute. too cute =D my new 6yrs old kid friend

=) ofcoz wit my mom!

at d end,
oh well, edit gao gao =x

28 feb 2010
nx day, last day of cny
went to temple, den papa bring us to makan

tis is always a mus =D

n he always cant wait for it =D

after tat, go to 3rd aunt house
den.. 2nd aunt house for dinner
is steamboat =D

my bad, forget to hav photos. aiks
after reach home.. =..= fly to giant n buy bazaar stuff
start preparing at 10pm.. end around 1am..
standing in de kitchen n mince itu garlic..
peel potato's skin.. cut de carrot..

thanks my mom for helping me =D

and..
i suppose to go to bed at 12am =x

Unforgetable Night.

2010-02-21T16:45:00.001+08:00

that reminds me of u =)

tis is ♥

2010-02-20T00:53:00.003+08:00

my love

NewYearTrip

2010-02-18T15:22:00.018+08:00

this chinese new year, went to Kukup, Johor wit family

i don't wanna follow at first
worrying my dog n bloordy assignments
but m stil goin at d end
coz mom worry me if i m home alone
anyways..
it jz 2days 1 night trip
depart from my house, 9.30am
while waiting to join another family
we stop by some rest station n hav tis!

ta-da-- BASKIN ROBIN
mine, chocolate chip

together we hav 6cups. damn de over expose D:

me n mummy =D

we continue our journey after tat
while we reach it is about.. 2.30pm

tis is de entrance
only bycycle, motors and foot walk allow

bell-boy(fake) wit bell-trolley

=D tis is it

tis is de front door, i guess XD

wiFi provided ;__; bt i dint bring lappy along

is not my room number
mine is 7, the Lucky 7 =D

de room, 3 double decker
a room tat can fit 6 ppl or more
aircond n ceiling fan provided

after unpack lagguage, we had our lunch/teatime
fried mee hun + curry chicken
delicious =D

i hav 2 plates XDD

fried gao choi bang
tatz de canto name i knew XD

de entertainment was already provided
except for some

1. ping pong =D

we hav quite alot of fun here
why say so?
u will know why when u see de photos

couple A vs. couple B
dey r lik playing extrem style of ping pong XDD

teens punya

same goes to de kids

ham dan ciu yan, de ultraman

2.Karaoke
most of it r videos, private n confidential

3.Lami/MahJhong

say hi to joker =D

i dint play mahjong
but i play wit it =x

4.Uno
bring by owrselves

5.Dart

no i dint hit tis D:
bt i really did hit de centre for only once out of so many tries

XD dun look down on kids
she did make it =DD

6.Jingga

7. i dunno de name

another tat i play wit it bt not playing it

8. swing

tis is awesome =D
i was lying there calling, sms n stare at de stars

i was walking around the ares to get some thing~

awesome small n cute bomba car i ever seen

sunset is a must when u near a beach/sea

i jz wan it to be blur =)

all of us =D

we hav our dinner around 7.45pm

i hav a cute big family =D

some night shooting after tat
theres a lot fireworks happen ramdomly
but i cant get dem ;__;

lights reflection on de water

sleeps at 12.30am tat night

the next morning, grandma wake me up at 7.20am
ask me to look at de sunrise
i peek from de window n tell her cant see
den went back to bed
after few mins, she come back n say
"very nice ah, go take photo la"
so, i force to wake up, at 7.30am
den, i see nothing.
cause it was block by the buildings around

early morning shoots

the morning breakfast
fried mee. D: mee hon is nicer

after de breakfast, about 9.30am we visit some.. fish farm

de uncle is de captain n also de 1 who explain to us

de baby shark

baby sea horse

fish wit spec

dead fish for fishes

after tat, we go back to our "resort"
continue our entertainment till 12 some thing

we request having lunch here instead of goin out restaurant

yes, tis is me. de Tofu.

we went back at around 1 something
was regret to go Muar n spent another 2hours
suppose to reach home by 5.00pm
while we reach home, already 8pm

my babies in de house
cry until no voice. pity dem

2010.ChineseNewYear

2010-02-12T23:02:00.010+08:00

Yep~
it is coming to town.
-25- more hours to go.

finally i done my shopping for cny =)
though i stil hav a few that need to buy
perharps after cny

ladies will nv get tired/boring of shop, right?

first was pavilion.
've been long time dint went shopping wit mom

rarely barely i wore lik tis =x

tis de stuff i had get for myself =D
starting on jan, some r since last yr

spot tis in pavilion's parkson

pair of nice guess sneakers ♥

actualy i dint get to buy on tat day
n it was LAST PAIR
thanks mom for goin back de other day wit daddy
XD daddy pay tis, muahaha
n lucky it stil there n wit my size

forever 21 top, random tees, skinny jeans etc =D
spot de tee gift from my ♥ girls
the another 1 had been wore =x

i get tis for free.
voucher from my cousin RM88 MUAHAHA
thanks girl =)

looking for a cute shoes to match most of my cloth
finaly i found tis, today in pyramid.
=D considering buying heels n sandals
should be after cny breaks =)

=-= bit boring wit de curent style
should hav change a little
so, i get some style/color tat i not really hav

=x i dint really went to shop often
so i can buy at lot at once
hahaha
______________________________

although it had been quite late
20th bday present from hk friend
really love tat necklace, come wit tat mickey =D

♥ it

thanks dad n mom for sponsoring =D

♥ lots

Happy Chinese New Year
Hav a nice break, TOA fellas

09 EndYear Report

2010-01-01T02:36:00.003+08:00

Last day for 2009. Say bye.
Bye to all those good n bad memories.
Bye to the old blog layout too, i changed
It is look abit fresher? better than black, i guess

2009 More than i expect.

i get to,
Travel wit my family
know some New Friend
learn some Dance, break dance, hip hop, popping
in Love, although it is a sad memory
Argument n Fight =x
New members! my dog family, up to 8dogs in a house
my surprised 20 Bday
my 1st and only once Clubbing
all the delicious Food
Outing n YamCha wit my bestie
Field trip, nice to play wit a gang of classmate
and.. many else more

unexpectedly, i stop my work tis year.
though i will be continue till i graduade
but i cant take it anymore.

i learned, i played, i enjoyed
i laugh, i smile, i cry

actually i did not really feel tats already a year gone.

time travels, he never stop
not for anyOne.
But he is not alone,
because we are all travelling, together.

so, happie 2010 =)

*another version in deviant art as 1280x800 wallpaper*
i think i should hav made him throw away 2009.. or eat 2009 XD

XD i only hav 1 wish for 2010.
ALL my wishes n dreams come true =D

lastly good night n sweet dreams, 2009.

Late late post

2009-12-30T23:13:00.029+08:00

-_- ahaha.. i feel so sorry to mr.Thierry

cz i promise to blog about him after the trip
;__; i m sorry sir.

it is actually about the trip i went wit my family, by CRUISE
XD wohoo~ is VIRGO CRUISES!! 4 days 3 nights =)
20 sept 09, 5am, we reach sunway hotel
the bus take us to time square pick others than to sg. Port
reach abt 3pm

jam on de opposite lane, sg citizens wanna go johor XD i guess

Spot tat Virgo XD

It is damn a lot people waiting for check in
to get our own id card, use as credit card, temporary passport also
200buckz free, for food n beverage

tis is mine =D a higher class than a green 1

poor cousin who caught by tis fella

after we r onboard, theres a mini welcome party =D
for only red class n above

the welcoming dance performance

lolx.. i was a bit drunky after drink champaige too fast

view inside transparent lift
de bottom is de lobby =D 4th floor

So we head back to our room

the awesome corridor
each floor they hav diff theme for the carpet

i m in floor 9 =D
all together 14 floor
if not mistaken, floor 4, 5, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12 r rooms

the room share by me n my mom =)

XD is a bit untidy, cz i actually took room pic on last day

the awesome balcony! ;__; i m seriously in love wit tis

After unpack our stuff
we go to chinese restaurant to hav our "lunch"
-Pavillion Room-

u only can order the particular food in de set if u wan extra =)
n de set r diff every day, every meal
not bad nah XD actually nice

we head to the theater after the meal
to decide the Gala Dinner
few choices,
-Samurai (Japanese)
-Noble House & Pavillion ( Chinese)
-Bella Vista (Western)

So, we pick Bella Vista, which the captains will b there

Done all we need, we walk around ourselves.
explore every corner :D
This cruise is actually huge and a lot of entertaiment
they hav library. yes, LIBRARY

and a 4 computer with internet connection
n you hav to pay, n it is freakin.. slow
._. n theres people using, i dint take de photo of it

=x i look so chan

Continue walk around,
this is wad i found!
ARCADE

they hav 4 row of tis man.. -_-+ diff game

PLAYSTATION 3 ahhhh n WII
;__; omg.. but.. expensive to play
both, $10 for 60min, $15 for 90min

enough explore for today
time for dinner, head back to room n change
need to be formal
my face ._. round here

me n mom =)

i was calling to my bro so de phone gone XD

tis is de interior of bella vista =D nice right

aunt n mom =D
dinner done. XD waitin for de show to start in..
The Lido Theater
which same where register for the Gala Dinner above
waiting n q-ing outside of de threater
camwhore session, uploaded in facebook XD

About to start =D 1st day, 1st show
by the cruises member itself
good effort =)
it ends at 11.15pm

went to supper wit mom after de show
n CASINO XD
-_- 3 times i went, dey check my ic for 3 times..
dey say i look lik kid *should be happie*
i dint spent there, i dint do gamble stuff
sorry for no casino photos
but u should know how casino looks like
slot machine, gamble table, people every where, smoky
and, theres a v.i.p place
drinks r free there

back to room, i took some midnight photo
no tripod ._. hold it tight lik hell, so scare it will drop off

n it is actually "running" fast bt u wun realize.

21.09.09 morning 6am wake up
force myself to wake up
i wan to see sun rise!!
and early break fast wit mom =D

super nice. i love it, n miss it. n the wind blow extremely strong
-_- n lucky i bring my jacket along

than.. XD self explore again
free to go every where =D

a smoking room? D: a lot cigrate in side...

ok.. i regret i dint really take all the equipement n places
tis is 14th floor, the deck
where helicopter place, and basketball court, n tis, mini golf

i went to play tis, muahaha

they spent.. i forget de figure dey built tat
the slider. its fun! 9am-12pm, 2pm-9pm
i went around 12 noon, while most of dem went down to Penang
n 4 jacuzzi wit sea view.. omg

tis is for kids =D

guess how big is tis =D

oh.. tis is how dey took ppl across to penang =D
XD we wave to dem through de balcony
n dey respond. blow kiss some more ._.

sunset

from left. aunt, mom, aunt, uncle, cousin, granduncle, grandaunt, grandma
=x i wasnt in, cz i m on 14th enjoying de sunset. bro hold tis cam

a must to do while waitin for de show starts
=D we always at de front row
today's show is must
perform bt terry parade
=D he had been train n perform for 20+ years
he is funny n humor n nice~
XD we cant stop laughin while he is performing
we all enjoy tat night
he is also a photographer n a book been publish
=D google him, if anyOne intrested

the nx day, 22 sept 09, we reach Phuket

it is bigger than u imagine -_-+

._. i was jumpin, n there some unknown count down for me

lonely cat in elephant farm(?)

new born baby elephant

craving the cow skin

lunch in some random thai restaurant
tong yum is yummy

say bye to phuket =x

these r all de head of diff department
the one who hold de mic is the Captain
after the speech n photo wit captain, dinner time~

mom, me n bro =D

-_- i dun remember where i went after de dinner

i look tired =x after de day walk in phuket n shop lik mad
oh, tis is a higher in Lido Threater
=D u can order drinks here

-_- tat night, mom bring me to watch Love Bites
some half naked show *shy*

Last day, 22 sept 09

Mr. terry having some gallery, selling his art work
i talked to him n share about his work
tis is one of de nice photo he took

after tis, get off (sob) from de cruise

it is lik a fight will we get out from there
de worst thing happen while i m there
our exit in Pavillion, fyi. de chinese restaurant
theres no one in charge or guarding

we q-up early, but people getting in simply
cut q n wan to go in from my direction
getting near to de port, de ppl getting crazy n insane
dey push us, n we almost fell, theres kids n baby before us
so dangerous -_- n crazy. we called, sakai
some 1 hit my grandma's back
after me n my aunt know, we rush to dem actually
walk behind dem, is a couple
after seen us behind, i think dey knw dey r wrong
it is a horror nightmare -_- ish
n some argument between f-driver n my bro

anyways, tis de night view of de virgo
not able to take full view, some building block me D:

way back to sunway =(

some sovenir get from cruises
=D thanks mom again

mad shopping in phuket XD

i wanted to get back there nx time =D
goin some other places wit it
it might b bored for some 1 but nt me
all the ppl there (working people i mean)
are mostly kind, friendly n nice =D
dey come from diff country too
i saw china, philipines, indonesia etc mostly asia
had some chit chat wit dem while i m too free XD

so, tatz all for de trip =)
-_- n finally.. *hu*

coming Soon

2009-09-28T22:20:00.002+08:00

._. Cruise Update Coming SOon

augHappening

2009-09-02T18:56:00.011+08:00

**new update below**
1Aug09, cousin's bday

de food was all cooked by my family

( i dint help =x cz in video lab )
serve 150++ guesses.. = =..
WHY? bcoz my aunt say is small party
but end up.. ekhem hem...
it suppose to start at 7.00pm but me n mom reach at 9.30pm
-_- n so many pics.. but.. i jz choose some
XD since i m nt really in

guess, who is de birthday girl?

oh.. n.. tis is pic is only kids, under age 12

=D there she is, the one who wishing

tis is her class, i think

her present =)

i love tis clock a lot =D

n.. de lovely couple =D

XD so lovely, so funny, so cute
but they always argue..

21aug09, UP

i book ticket online be4 de day

date szu jin n ying siew
n some accident before goin out
scare die me
lucky szu jin reach 1st n get ticket 1st =x
anyways~ i able to make on time

=D i love tis movie~
even without any dialogue..
it makes me cry, for de grandpa grandma love story

after de movie, went to met 2ndary friend
n survey cakie for mom's bday =)
back around.. 7pm.. jam lik hell

22aug09, mom's bday
mom say, dun buy her present.. she will get mad
so.. i bough her a cake
goin out at 12pm, told her i out for lunch
but actually went out for cakie
i bought de cake n reach home at 12pm
bt mom stil around de livin hall
so i bring my cakie to friend's house
till 1 sumthing.. den hide my cake in my room
wit air cond ON, COLD n freezed

though givin her a surpised bt i guess.. it fail
=-= my bro gf bocor our plan..
atleast she enjoy de day..
opz..i forget to take photo of de cake

then we went to klang for dinner
probably mom too happy too hyper
she order 11 dishes.. nearly cant finish
=D very full very delicious

23aug09, PrinceHotel-Dimsum buffet
tis is actualy de day of mom's "party" or family reunion (small one)
ONLY mom n dad know de road
so.. bro was checkin useless gps n bro's gf drivin
3cars followin us all de way down to kl
oh.. i was busy playin wit my dslr *muahaha*
anyways.. atleast we dint lost n get there on time
it starts 11.00am till 2.00pm
all they have 54 dishes, include dessert
=) all u can repeat order expect for some

mom booked a room. contain 3 table

tis is not tat dimsum interior.. but lobby on 2nd floor

lo bak gou XD nice n yummy

my all time fav- egg tart **tis is mini, cute

greedy.. order too much, bt we finish dem all =DD

sharkin's soup which only can order once

herbal jelly- guai lin gou.. bitter, bt i love it

lime aloe vera dessert-ai yu bing.. SUPER nice XD i miss it

tis is special request, double ice-cream on top

de sisters.. emm should b 2 more

=) i actually wanted to post my family photo
but.. due to some trouble, i cant
so~ too bad nah

ComingSoon

2009-09-01T03:50:00.005+08:00

=x arranging pic n pics..
for august - -
might blog in this few days..
resizing, filtering
._. so lazy...

SteamBoat & MTV world Concert & KLPL'09

2009-08-18T14:36:00.011+08:00

14 aug, submition of motion

;__; traffic jam on de road.. makes me late

de girls actualy plan to to The Curve
but it is terrible jam.. so we go to other place, Puchong
=) we went to meizi, steamboat restaurant which hav ur own pot
we reach at 7, but leave at 10 some thing
too much of talkin n eatin =D
plan to bring them to Wing's cafe, but Full
end up, we went to ioi mall StarBucks
girls talk until 12am =)
;__; pics is wit fanny..
tat night, i jz need 10minz to reach home from sunway
= = i wish i can reach coll in only10min during day time
_________________________________
15 aug, MTV world concert
free tickets n theres extra, so i follow~
reached at 2pm, Q-up n standing at 3.00pm
theres some UNKNOWN ppl cut-Q n act nth..
wad i can say is.. they r really sakai

entering to suff beach abt 4
crowed.. n ppl smoke.. sooo smelly
i scolded.. who is de farker smoking here?
de girl beside me, i think is de friend of de smoker point him
i say, GET OUT la.. he dint get out bt stop smokin

n de gang behind me.. de blk tudung 1
i wonder did she know she hav a big butt
her butt keep pushing me
cz she wanna take pic of her gang

about 6, starts rain.. few drops from de sky
every one is wearing raincoat
hot n can feel de heat from ground
i started to faint, but some 1 fainted be4 me =x
dey see me in white, so quickly get me out of de crowed
i cant see things clear, almost black n only can see some shapes..
;__; luckily get out sooner, if nt i will faint there
feel better after get out from people...

it starts at 6.30pm, i went back at 7pm
cz i almost want to faint again
i dun think i can take until 10pm
walk to car park lik a zombie =x

On de way home.. i called my friend.. no handfree..
kena police, n u know wad happen =)
tis is Malaysia.

____________________
16 aug, KLPC
11.30am+-
waken by lock's msg, askin me m i goin
i called her.. after hang up ni realise kah rou sms me too
almost exactly same
we decided to go.. without szu jin =x
cz she went to genting with her family
we reach at 1.30pm..
XD i love tat guy who told me he is goin off n let me park
handsome, fit n he is cool~ awww

lunch in a thai restaurant

lock leave us at 3pm.. she gt sum thing to do..
left me n kah rou, dating
we go to the exihibition
=D some works r nice, inspired me
a lot of photographer was shooting the show
which is hot chicks cat walk wit product
while it ends, we spot patrick, jc n zermi

theres another fair, from thailand. nth much for me..

we go back to photography fair
learn to clean sensor, get to play latest intious
n met travin n olala too~
5pm, went to collect tickets, harry potter at 6pm
cz i nv watch be4 -_- nt even a seris..
n thankz my bro who help me book online =)
;__; i reply thanks, i love u.. he scold me sot plug

we take photos while waitin for movie

= = n i do not know tat it is a 3hour movie.. omg
i shouldt buy tat drinks..
after tat movie we go to food court for food
=x mayb i should respond to de cute guy who whistle to us

9.40pm ni we remember we need to buy DVDs..
after tat we went back to de place we took pic last yr
walkin around to look for tat place = =

10.30pm we go back.. n jam for people kepoh..
11.00pm reach kah rou's house,
do video editing while waiting her to pack stuff
12.30am, mom calls me.. our plans which come to place overnight CANCEL
1.00am, video done
1.30 am, reach home
2.30 am, sleeps

=D tat past 3days is fun~
atleast i wun think of sumthing else
or stay wit my lappy screen

TooMuch

2009-08-15T21:32:00.003+08:00

=-= therez a lot happening i wan to blog actually..
but seeing those picz.. i m so lazy
=x wait till i compile my stuff ba

n finaly term break again
*yay*
but since i had quit my job.. n tire-ness
i dont think i will back there soon..
not tis sem break

n my credit for dance class.. expired d, more than 3months..
if i wan to start again, i need to pay registration 80bucz again
OMG.. so.. dunno wad to plan for my holiday
feel lik saving.. since i got no income.. ish..

PetroSains

2009-08-04T20:00:00.001+08:00

29July09 KLCC Petrol Science Station
10.00am till 2.30pm
Visual n Rhythm
i was wonderinga ll the time.. what is tis.. before and after

Firstly~we need to ride a "cable-car" to enter the exhibition, which only able to fit 5-6 people. so small.. so slow... =.=
it is actually a introduction using tv screening, and audio to enhance, the timing is almost perfect. because they have about 9 - 10 "cable car" (i think, because i only able to see no.9) n the screening is keep repeat and repeat n repeat...
it is dark, and will 1st see the natural which is our rainforest, following the sea n Petronas.

After entering the exihibiton, and we see 3D object floating on air. But we can't touch it, it is just illusion. And it only able to be seen by a certain perspective.

Before we go to another station that need to take helicopter ride, there is also 5 interact with body language, 4 on wall, 1 on floor. It sense human's body language and take action. For example, there is 1, many balls (pixel) will keep falling and that be block n change direction while our hand "roll over" it n stop. My classmate, we gone crazy with that. Because we are trying to fill the whole projector FULL, end up.. i think it hang, for a while. and.. the other visitors looking at us.

It is good that they have some illusion visual paste on wall while we Que up for the cable ride again. so people will not get bored of only keep waiting. because it is quite interesting. Other than that, the final ride is more than i expected. It is random Malaysian's faces in random sequence, and it is really nice to have glow in dark and make people feels like in the space. it is really niceee, de last part i mean, glow in dark. XD

Actualy i enjoy the whole trip because i haven went to it before. I was going for another 1 in bukit jalil last time. anyways, I learn some thing during it and have fun with my classmates~ atleast we got some activities out of TOA, and we don't need to stare at pc screen.

-well.. i take picz but is nt with me so... no picz here ;__;

a Step 2 Auntie's life

2009-07-10T20:00:00.006+08:00

i m getting auntie n auntie d = =||
i went to GIANT alone again today
help mom buy rice, sugar, salt etc
for myself, some potato, carrots, lemon etc
i was standing so long of choosing the strawberries n potatos
atleast 15mins for each of them
when i m in the place, walkin around with troley
i can feel others eyes, starin n wonderin(?)

tis morning 7am+-, i follow my mom go morning market
i jz cant see some 1 age similiar with me
(mayb yes, bt nt really much)
all auntie uncle or kids with parents
makes me feel lik.. oh.. i m gettin auntie d..(?)
a young half auntie.. since i can halfly cook, sew n housework..
n always stay home -.-
guess i m already into de auntieS life..
______________________
last few days really wasnt in good mood
video, motions, dm3, 3D, branding is killing me..
every subject hav it own problems.. ARGH

anywayz.. tomoro is shooting day
pray for everything run smoothly..
i m puttin my hope, effort there..
______________________
i m so geng in accidenlty
i get another 2 new wound on my left hand
while cutting stuff , 1 yesterday 1 today
2 cuts on 2 diff finger in 2 days

* i m now blooming flower in my toilet =x

I m made of..

2009-07-05T19:19:00.008+08:00

TOFU

i though de name was given while gaming
back to abt.. 4 years ago? atleast
coz each of us own a food name
it jz a name, nt much of meaning

but at d end
i realize it came because i used to hurt
hurt accidentally, always.

a lil bit from last week
pipe saw fall n hit my arm
luckily it wasn't sharp
so jz a small scar now on my arm

i dint see some thing on de floor
n kicked it, n it hurts.

yesterday,
i knock my head n hit de door frame
both happen together in less den 1 min

today,
i dunno how n why my finger nails patah
in de very early morning

while i walking around n grab things for customer
de metal thing hit my feet,
my toe so it bleeds.

while i wan to take mouse trap placed high
i m nt tall enough n i use a stick for assistance
n it, 2 of dem fall n hit my finger thumb

i told my friend abt it
he agreed:" u r really made of tofu."
so easy to get hurts, physically n mentally
de heart, especially.

_______
cant celebrate his bday wit him
he is now outstation
emm.. i guess..
he will stil happy with his friend..

finding.

2009-06-17T20:59:00.011+08:00

findin myself a reason to cry
findin myself a place to hide
findin myself a way to go
findin myself an excuse...for every thing

i smile, nt bcoz i wan to
i laugh, nt bcoz it is funny
CRY? tears not even rollin
what i wan now?
i dunno.

what he wans?
i dunno.
what is he doin?
i dunno.
what is in his mind?
i dunno.
what is he hidin away from me?
i dunno.
why is he actin tat way?
i dunno.
who m i to him?
i dunno.

n tis is wad ppl call 犯贱

*repeatin
i stay in love, mariah carey
_____________________________
=) i wanna go club tis fri, badly.
i wonder is tis time my mom allow?

MAD

2009-06-15T10:51:00.007+08:00

Oh oh oh, oh oh oh...
Oh oh oh...

[Verse 1]
She's starin' at me,
I'm sittin', wonderin' what she's thinkin'.
Mmmmm
Nobody's talkin',
'Cause talkin' just turns into screamin'.
Ohhh...
And now is I'm yellin' over her,
She's yellin' over me.
All that that means
Is neither of us is listening,
(And what's even worse).
That we don't even remember why were fighting.

So both of us are Mad for...

[Hook]
Nothin'
(Fighting for).
Nothin'
(Crying for).
Nothin'
(Whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(No not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

[Chorus]
Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

[Verse 2]
And it gets me upset, girl
When you're constantly accusing.
(Askin' questions like you've already known).
We're fighting this war, baby
When both of us are losing.
(This ain't the way that love is supposed to go).

Whoaaaaaaaaa...
(What happened to workin' it out).
We've falled into this place
Where you ain't backin' down
And I ain't backin' down.

So what the hell do we do now...
It's all for...

*repeat* [Hook]
*repeat* [Chorus]

[Bridge]
Oh baby this love ain't gonna be perfect,
(Perfect, perfect, oh oh).
And just how good it's gonna be.
We can't fuss and we can't fight
Long as everything alright between us
Before we go to sleep.

Baby, we're gonna be happy.

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

*repeat* [Chorus]
___________________________
my yesterday
i dun feel lik listen to crazy kind of love now
reminds me of it.. damn
although is stil my fav song

ki xiao punya blueBlack

2009-06-13T22:06:00.014+08:00

i fall from stairs, 4days ago

so embrasin - - 20 le stil pokai
which is tues, motion presentation
wear long pants(which nt mine) n high heels
*i nv fall bcoz of high heels, ok? n nt 1st time wearin it*

after class, i went to studio met him
den sudd friend ask me teman her go some where
(de studio locate at de highest floor, 3rd floor)
den go nor.. while goin down from de stairs
mayb i a bit rush or sumthing else?
it jz 3 steps more to de ground, i fall
yes, is pokai. n hurted my left leg again
thankz, it is carpet ground which nt really tat hurt

no blue black on de spot
appears after i home

2days later, getting bigger
*no pic*

4days later.. de shape is totaly change
it jz a tiny small dot lik d left side (right leg)
= = wad de hell is de blue black will change de shape 1
( in e shape)
so weird

no shorts allow temporary..

______________________

tomoro,

he will b performing in
summit, USJ. 5.00pm
=)

lastWeek

2009-06-10T22:25:00.005+08:00

last Sunday, my aloneWeekend
wake up alone
breakfast alone, every1 go out
work alone, no 1 help
go home alone
go out alone
drive alone, parkin alone
hang in popular wareHouse sales alone
dinner alone, take away Shakey's
do motion alone, stare at monitor

anyways.. forget abt tat alone part
i spent in tat wareHouse sale abt 2hour+
seriously.. i did not get enough of BOOKs yet
i wish i could stay longer
i should go earlier..
*i though it ended last last week*
*last week was de last day *
*sorry my dear dears ;__; i dint bring u guys*
all those books been grab away ;__;
n sooo many ppl

it is just SOOOO cheap
fiction, rm3.00 - rm15.00 ONLY
sales up to 90% !!
CDs n Dvds are onSale too
*i saw JayChou's ori CD.. rm9.90*

de end.. i grab these book:

=x tis is not a book..

and coast me..
RM63.15
ok la.. stil in my budget
_________________________________

the WorkSpace

._. so clean(?) so simple so GREEN

____________________________________continue wib 3D

I m juz..

2009-06-07T23:25:00.004+08:00

DAMN
FARKING
HELL
BLOODY

BAD MOOD

and is not bcoz of motion
is not.. really..

i m now tryin to control-kan myself
tryin hard to not think abt it
focus on my motion

note:
my babycam finaly come back to me
will blog abt popular warehouse Sales in de nx few post

half of my day

2009-06-06T04:23:00.008+08:00

12.30am
he jz reach home n called me
i was about to sleep
but he stil need to think of choreography
lots of choreography
he told me he is goin to 走火入魔

hang up n i send him a short sms
fall asleep
reply me at 2.00am+
telling me tat he is goin to bed too

4am
he ter-wake up n call me..
den we hav a short chat
after tat, i though i m goin to bed soon
but..
i feel wet in my nose
= = de feeling of nose bleeding
n yes, i bleed - -..
called him n den he get scared *ahaha.. i so evil*
comfort me n chase me off to rest
i think tat really wake him up... XD

de blood on d shirt ._. i jz realise when i wake up at 8+

bleedin is now stop..
should go back to bed d XD

good night n morning =)
_______
8am+ cant continue my sleep
den suffin de net n start on motion
9.30 prepare to go out 10am(?) reach his place
=) his arm bcom my pillow
10.45am i force him wake up n go for breakfast

i laugh lik hell (in d heart) when he drive his friend's car
big fella squeeze in a kancil *ahahah*
after tat he need to go kepong n work
so i go back home too
continue tat bloody troublesome motion

my leg stil pain nia..
tat cream is nt really tat useful lo dear -_-

not my day

2009-06-05T20:43:00.008+08:00

morning wake up 8am
a morning stretch, 伸懒腰 den moulala cause me left foot cramps (脚抽筋?)
PAIN dao.. few min eh..
not moving pain, move it more pain
damn san fu = = so sudden 1.. kns
after tat walk also scare it will come again
= = now stil gt tat kind of feeling

get out abt 9am..
fetch my vid. group mate for location thingy
start at 10.00am
Gary's house>smk USJ 12> smk USJ 4> WareHouse > Justin's House
most of de location we r now confirm.
script part tat lec wan us to change, we discussed too
my grp mates is jus so.. FUNNY
*ahahaha* i cant stop laughin at some point
end about 2.15pm? i guess..
den we go for lunch at puchong puteri
i reach home abt 3pm something

nap at 5pm..
i dreamed tat i did not hav a group in video class
= = omg.. i was lik.. wad de hell.. *again*
last few days was kenny teach me how to do 3D
in DREAMS

oh yea..
._. i m stil tat hot temper n impatient for some situation
need 2 change nia.. hav to change nia ;__;
sorry, if i make some1 bad mood or anything
i dun really mean it
sorry, i m a bad driver too XD
in some cases, i m a bad drive~

tofu.GOT.box

2009-06-01T20:58:00.007+08:00

thankzz wei peow for de boxz

sorry ar~ i so greedy ask 2 from u =x
but i promise i will take good care of dem
=D

and it hang on de above my laptop
i look up den see dem swinging
n my green wall is nt tat plain anymore

_________
n i jz reject de outing on sunday wib familie
i jz cant leave my work suddenly
=) mayb next time? sorry lar..
i knw i need some activities other den
assignment, class, projects, work
just.. not during jun_jul_aug
_________________

BuhBye

2009-05-31T23:52:00.007+08:00

i m so takda faith wib TRAVEL

1st.
chiangMai trip during semBreak
CANCEL. coz grandma is nt goin
endUP, is parents honeyMoon.
but stil endUP bcoz of.. ekhem hem.

2nd.
melbourne falls on Jun
WHICH i cant follow..
cz i m stil having class
takkan i leave my projects behind - -

ARGH-!
___

i wanna go travel nia

;__; so many yrs i dint go anywhere d
nt even in msia -_- i m so kampungSubang

neverMind -_-...
there might b someDay i could go
de place wun run away ._.

mi~ is not lik u dun let me follow mah
=D we stil gt chance to go also
probably nx time i bring u go neh~ =)
who knowz~

_________________________________
i wonder y r u so busy all de time..
y u moulala need go outstation punya
haiz..
dun guilty d nia..
i know u dun wan fmfk de..
work is more important mah..
is not lik we gt no other time
we met after u back, ok?

miss u neh =)

Changes

2009-05-25T23:50:00.003+08:00

i.. DUNNO le la..
y look so creepy 1..
ISH... wad da hell...

continue working - -

Just...

2009-05-25T00:23:00.007+08:00

running out of inspirition
i move to do other stuff

`stare at monitor
`looking at referencesSs
`mind mapin
`turn ON random Music
`kacao ppl

but it is stil.. useless

den i move to edit `blogSkin
nt really wan to touch HTML coding
it might makes me more mad ni

jz a lil bit edit on last last sem work
am now in de mood of
black

itz 12.30 now
time for bed.
continue tomoro.

PRAY, n wish better idea tomoro

死了都要改

2009-05-23T14:23:00.000+08:00

video：
http://www.zhangjiuchun.cn/blog/article.asp?id=107
MP3：
http://www.zhangjiuchun.cn/mp3/设计师之歌完整版.mp3

歌词:

把每天
当成是交图的dead line
一分一秒
都改到泪水掉下来

不理会
客户是看好或看坏
只要你勇敢
给我改

哎......
这条路没法改
没感觉去对着电脑all day and all night
享受现在
别一说改就怕受伤害
许多好图我们相信
全靠改出来！

死了都要改
不推翻重来不痛快
我们这行
都是这样
个个都明白

死了都要改
不改到通宵不痛快
宇宙毁灭甲方还在

把每天
当成是交图的dead line
一分一秒
都赶到泪水掉下来

不理会
最后是改好或改坏
只要有时间
你还得改

so.......
不要改得太快
你改得越快他的想发也就变得快
改到现在
才发现**的都变态
没有奇迹我们相信
往死里改！

死了都要改
不理你身体好与坏
三个通宵
你就会死掉
死得不明白

死了都要改
不改到飙尿不痛快
改到停电没鬼晒

穷途末路都要改
不说句葬话不痛快
笔会损坏
图会掩埋
计算机还在！

到绝路都要改
不日夜颠倒不痛快
改到最后还得改！
改到变态才精彩!

__________________
就没事晃论坛看到的

Happi Mama's Day

2009-05-10T23:27:00.000+08:00

today..
woke up early n went out for work

=D bt i did wish her in d morning
"happi mother's day"

back at 3.30pm, bt she went out wib aunt
she back at 8.oopm, pick me up for dinner
wib a bunch of cousins n aunt
a simple dinner
dad come n pick us up at 9.30pm

mom, i m sorry
i wasnt a good girl
alwayz make u angry.. make u worry

Dear mom,
thankz for take caring me
thankz for nt leaving me behind

<3 u alwayz.
i promise i will try 2 do better nx time..

so.. my holiday plan is..
n.. therez some report(?)
`re-write my stories
(-_- wib only 2 pgz..)
`sew handcraft thingy
(a cream which look lik "xiao long bao" n others, unfinished)
`digital paint
(oh.. tis is done, bt i dint upload.)
`blog's layout
(no.. i m nt touching at all XD)
`wallpaper
(tis.. nop too.)
`paint+re-design my room
(yea~! i did it, wib momz help n cost me 160+)
`clean up my stuff
(oh.. i did clean my wardrobe.ONLY)
`dance class
(yea.. attend too.. n some train at home)
`movie
(got~ X-men n thread of destiny.ONLY)
`dating
(no, not really.)
`work
(i spent half of my sem break there - -)
`help ppl's design
(friend's assignment's poster)
`stare at tutorials
(yea.. 1 n a half day..)
`travel/field trip
(no. cz it change to parent's honeyMoon
n i did not join de field trip, cz i m workin)
(bt i went to KL design week =)

so.. time to back to hell ._.

results for 2nd yr 3rd sem

2009-05-06T22:17:00.004+08:00

first, i was staring at my web design..
C+
i m totally agree n satisfied wit it
coz i late submit, n i m nt doin tat well on it
presentation especially...
n it jz a lot more den i expect

2nd.. video
weee~ atleast my effort got paid
is an A-
i really try hard n pay a effort to b good on tat

3rd, photography
i knew during/be4 sem break
is a B
i m ok with it too..

marketing.. = = takda
dunno y, forget to ask sra too

just now,
i told my mom my result
den she was lik..
"har? lik tat ni ah? lik tat consider good ah?"
"if ur dad know d, den he will BLA BLA BLA"
= = i was lik.. speechless, say goodnight
walk back to my room

so i m now gets to emo again

families denied really droping my confident ni
3rd yr is goin to start

bt i m STILL asking de same question to myself
m i really hav talent in tis part?
m i taking de right course?
m i makin de correct decision?
can i survive in tis industry?

hell, another sleepless night.

1 more week

2009-05-03T00:51:00.005+08:00

-sketch is so much cuteR-
-de chinese name is de character name-
-there should b 3 more.. bt i m lazy...-

the poster is friend punya
wait him back from penang den send him~

tis look lik horror movie XD

den suggestion from friend:

._. anywayz.. final decision is on him

-_- i m jz abit too.. boring.. today
since i hav no place to go..
except early morning 7am, teman mom go market

ISH..
most of de friend is in bkt jalil for leehom concert
;___; sobz.. i cant go.. alwayz cannot go

stay home,line gt prob also..
therez 3laptop 1pc using de same line
den msn also sot le - -

tomoro's dating cancel(postpone) again
some 1 is stil sick+leg pain
-_- i wonder y dey lik to push demself so hard?

1 more week to go.
mother's day n new sem ;__; i m so worry
wonderin.. can i handle dem...
i.college's assignment, projects, group works
ii.house's work ( mom is goin to travel again )
iii.dance training ( i finaly found my way 2 de-stress )
iv.part-time job on sun

time for picking up de mood n skills

NewColor

2009-04-25T00:24:00.008+08:00

its my room~
i finally free to repaint my room

me n mom argue for de color, been a while
she say de place i study mz b green
n girls room should b in purple
den i was matching purple n green.. n it looks.. er..
although look nice in design, bt i cant imagine it in my room

so at d end.. herez de color

be4 showing de outcome~
herez some progress
working time- 23 apr 2.30pm-12.00am
24 10.30am-5.30pm, 7.00pm-11.00pm

de room, before anything
mess lik hell ._.

material:
1.paints (7L maxilite for bass. KCC a korea brand, i use mix color which is nt in cataloge)
2.7" roller
3.1 1/2 paint brush
4.paint tray
5.2" scraper
6.wall filla (to fix de hole n crack)
7.muskin tape
8.newspaper/canvas
9.thinner (actualy nt really using it nah, is water paint)
10.curtain rod (to replace paint rod)

after de white bass, Maxilite 7L

so.. after hours n hours workin on it..

EMPTY neh~ ofcoz nah..
haven move in furniture yet mah~

ta-da~ here is it.
Feel FRESH n exciting, lik move into new house(room)
anywayz.. there stil things i haven really clean up

time for bed~

Reason of cried

2009-04-19T23:31:00.005+08:00

is falling for de song i listen to
or i cried for myself
or jz a emotion
or stress

m now a bit confuse.

can i hav a day without any scold?
can i know de reason, answer of wh-y?

Clock.

2009-04-13T21:54:00.004+08:00

my lappy is getting sot n sotz
streamyx line is getting suck n suckz

it is now 13 Apr 09, 10.00pm
bt my lappy is 12 Apr 09, 1.06am
i wonder wad happen to it
- - it is nt functioning for few dayz d..
i m so rely on it.. .__.
since my room did not hav any clock..

feel lik reformat my lappy too..
but i dun dare
worry tat i cant use my adobe tools
i would rather go suicide instead of cant use dem
really -___-

haiz..
been protectin him well for 1 n half yr le...

*addicated to Usher, What's A Man To Do. nice*

2 stress? 2 Strict.

2009-04-12T00:28:00.015+08:00

IGNORE. tis post. itz abt some thing bad abt ppl ._.
i jz wanna SHOUT it out.

is nice to have some 1 help me while working
lift heavy stuff, handing me things, climb up etc
but it is not tat nice when come to "educate", or communicate

been 2yrz workin there, since mar 07.
according to my boss, she treat/train me de hardest
thankz to her, i learn a lot n learn faster
since being a full time student, i work as part time
able 2 handle de store.. even alone.

now.. as a senior (._.) i hav to train newbiez too..
n wad ever dey had done.. is my responsible too
to check.. n confirm.. else, i m de 1 who kena shoot
-_- i cant take n do/finish dem all by myself
if i done myself.. then dey learn nth...
bit hard for d balancing...

i bcom a bit(or more) strict when comes to work
i trust a guy, which is workin there for almost 4monthz d
i though he might ok to handle things.. no need 2 worry
-_- but i was wrong..
i dint look down on him.. even though his eng is weak
bt tat is ok, stil can learn mah.. slowly ba..
he kind of gentle, he is nt allow me to lift heavy stuff
he is tall, a bit of good looking, kind
mature thinkin(some times) bt nt actioning

i m so not ok when..
1. teachin him de correct way..
he is nt accepting.. n said i alwayz say nonsense...

2. he said i m so hard to communicate with
i admit i m a bit fierce while i m workin..
n i m weird some times

3. he said i m nt talkin to him (dislike him)
while he ask abt my privacy stuff ( friends, family wadever)
i m nt came for chatting... i jz separate work, private clearly

4. he went out 4 (breakfast.yamcha.) long/
when his friend(1 of de customer, almost same age) came..
he chat wit him n ignore de work.. almost every day

5. RESPONSIBLE!!
he is actually ok.. but when encounter some problems..
he will throw it to me, or ignore it.. or simply go through it
seriously.. i rather he ask me more den he simply doin it
or i do myself.. rather den i need to work double

6. while request him to do better..
he answer me:
" u understand right? den OK d la!"
"aiya.. boss know de la"
"no need la"
i wonder.. does he know wad de boss wanz?
she really wan perfect gaogao nor -_-
i kena shoot for many times bcoz of imperfect

7. he said.. i m selfish..
coz i m nt helping him to find stuff...
hell ya -_-.. he lost it, so his respobsible to found it back ba?
if i help, n found. is tat ok? i m not ok when comes to work
he do not know/realize tat i've take care some part for him

8. de things tat i cant take most which is..
he said:
"study for wad la, work for wad la! go find a rich hubby marry mah ok d lo"
-__- .. thankz for de concern.. but i m not tat kind of girl
i m nt thinkin abt marriage or couple for now

"go find d bf/love la. it makez u happier while u work"
i was like.. wad de.. is therez any relation between work n love?

"change ur attitude la"
"u wun hav bf if u hav tat hot temper lo"
"u alwayz black face, live happy la. u nt san fu meh"
i know it is good advice. but i dun lik de way he tell me
i dun need him to critic my life without knowing me

these few dayz/week
therez lot argue between me n him
-_- therez once i almost cry out. realy cant tahan nor
gek die me
i admit i've wrong too, at least i know how 2 fix it
i admit my mistake n i remember de words

my friend told me, guy mah.. need some face
den prove to me nah.. den i wun critic
anywayz.. mayb i m to strict too huh?
lack of patient? tolerance? kind? friendly?

-_- wat u expect when u go to work..

ish..

n i alwayz wonder.. y those whom work there..
so free 1? stil gt free time go smoke go yam cha
-_- y i work there.. endless work 1..?
read newspaper also no time -.-
except lately XD

feeling bad.
i will b leaving, a.s.a.p. -_-
talk less, argue less. PEACE

Bipolar Disorder

2009-04-08T22:52:00.005+08:00

Depression survey from my friend

http://befriendersurvey.blogspot.com/

=D go n try it out.
so u understand more wadz happenin on urself.

-_- i score de 2nd highest..

4. Bipolar Disorder (31m~39m)
* i m 32 *

The first stage signs are:
· Withdrawal from friends and family
· Low self-esteem and lack of confidence
· Sleeping for long periods and still feeling tired
· Start Having suicidal thoughts
· Cries easily without apparent cause

The second stage signs are
· Lack of concentration
· Increased sex drive
· Alcohol or substance abuse
· Obvious agitation

.__.
Depression is serious and if you score moderate or high depression
please see a doctor and consider some of the tool and you are suggested call to
BEFRIENDER 24-HOUR HOTLINE 03-795681445 to get a counseling
because after all's said and done it's up to you to deal yourself!

so.. i m on in huh...

清明节

2009-04-04T23:11:00.006+08:00

每年的这个时期
亲戚好友都会回家乡扫墓拜拜之类的
大概只有我还会在雪州没有地方可去
连家乡也在雪州

有时候反而会羡慕其他人可以去扫墓

而我
没有墓可扫
爸爸那边的亲戚我有多久没见过了?
连自己亲生的爸爸.. 有多久没见过了?
8年? 9年? 我自己也不知道了
仿佛连他的样子也已经模糊

身为孙子的我
奶奶去世了2年的消息竟然今年才知道

当奶奶还在世上的时候
新年期间曾经打电话叫我和哥哥回去
可是.. 我们俩并没有出现
我, 后悔了却已来不及了
现在也没能去拜拜, 给她老人家上过香
我知道我的不孝, 只是我有我的苦衷
我相信她老人家不会怪我的

虽然小时候也不常到他们家..
但是... 我
记得奶奶以前很疼我，称赞我乖
记得爷爷也很疼我，把他收藏的茶壶送了给我
记得爷爷奶奶的家外面有个木搭的亭子种满了花
踏进门口有一张圆圆的木桌子
转个弯会看到厨房和吃饭桌
还有一个阁楼放杂物
厨房的旁边有空地养了几只狗

唯独是他们的样子，我记不住
也没有他们的照片
只记得爷爷奶奶大寿的时候
有很多人一起庆祝
会有很多堂兄弟妹在一起很开心

回忆, 停留在10岁
没再更新了..
奶奶对不起

i wan

2009-03-26T21:57:00.007+08:00

you..

u..

i wan U..
BADLY..

yes... is u..
U over there

U

i count my salary..
total days of my part time working
monthly sunday working..
everything..

might have abt 1900.

since yesterday get to know de price of PSP
n de newz of jz till stock end
i feel lik buying

i told my mom jz now
she was like...
what for?

*quiet*
den i continue faint on sofa..

haiz..
i wanz him..
my mind is now full of u

Date.25Mar09_II

2009-03-25T23:41:00.010+08:00

muahaha
i skip my work today
nt really tat free coz..

1.Im goin out
2.help friend edit song

ekhem..
goin out wit a friend, which is my papa XD
he promised to gib me my bday present since last yr
*anywayz.. he forget d*
also souvenir he bought from H.K n Melbourne, last yr
and i hab to gib him de Premiere pro cd which he wan it BADLY

9.35am, wake up
9.45am, vomit.. de yellow water, dunno y

XD i m nt drivin to de place coz some1 is fetchin me
*happy* i dun need to drive~
10.30am
we went to 1u>ts>sg.wang>lowyatt
*though we might hang in 1u only bt end up, we go kl*

1u: breakfast+lunch, his girl's necklace, survey of psp price
*thankz for d zanmai =D*
time square: for parking usage only
sg.wang: my new specs, survey of psp price, tea time, starbucks
*thankz for d patient waitin me*
lowyatt: survey of psp price

3.30pm, reach home.
*thankz for d fetching*
online until 6.00pm
6.20pm, dart out, fetch d friend

7.00pm, studio
was editin de song.. done by some DJ(lousy)
which is jz cut n paste several song..
need to help her to edit to bcom smoother
editing.. nt really tat hard nah..
thanks to video class, i m now get used(?) wit audition
de malay dance teacher praise me, i meng-smooth-kan dem nice
n friend r ok with it *happy*

8.40pm mission complete
den work as her partner to rehersal(?) steps

9.30pm pack n go home

9.40pm ...CAR, cant start ;__;
call mom, bro n friend
bt bro was eating, so hav to wait
den call to friend which study abt car
bla bla bla
suddenly~ a malay fella come towards n ask wad happen
de car is now can b start
*terima kasih malay uncle from toyota*

problem: bcoz de P.. wasnt hit enough.. abit touchin R
*arcording to de friend*
-__- hell.. i though my car battery die
*sorry gor, i bring u trouble*
*sorry mom, i make u worry*
*thankz guys, tat nt letting me alone*

10.15pm, send friend home
10.35pm, reach home. i speed

11.15pm, dinner
12.5oam, Good night.

oh.. de meaning of date, is jz a date, d tarikh
XD i m so not creative on title.. so...

Date.25Mar09

2009-03-25T18:07:00.006+08:00